Went to town with Zulaikha and Haziq,plan is to celebrate my birthday.it was supposed to be exciting and i thought of enjoying my self although it was just eating and gallivanting.Got a Lady GaGa album from Haziq and thanks a lot anyway.I think its the best birthday present from you.i understand that.and Zulaikha forgot to bring my present,but its okay,i dont mind.having a friend like you is already a gift.but i went home without any mood,emotionless.i dont know whats happening to me.maybe its my fault,and what have i reacted to my surroundings?Life is just like this,other people are sometimes just better than you and you just have to accept the fact that you wont get just the same.this is not a matter of rich or poor but its just a matter of loath or jealosy?i guess i have to reflect on myself,im gettin older everyday,at least ,and i have to grow up,think straight to what i want in life and forget about all of these things.like people said,choose the right friends from the beginning,friends which can really appreciate you and can lend a helping hand in anything,be it studies or else.They should be the one who could give you good in return.Sorry,this is not to name people or what,and its not meant for MY friends,so dont got the wrong information okay. :)cheers.no hard feelings.
I shouldnt be like other people,i should be myself,not wearing a mask.
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