Results were released last Monday and today is the 4th day of JAE.I applied online for my 12 choices yesterday morning.Im so damn spoilt for choice.Most of my choices links to aviation and aerospace coz i just love aeroplanes and the aviation industry.Going the poly route though,don't want to trouble myself and take the risk when i know what my passion is and what i want to do later in life. Some regrets as two of the subjects that i expected to be better turned out wrong.Let bygones be bygones.
my mind is currently unfunctioning.or is it full of thoughts?there're uber many things in my mind.i can't sort them out properly and organize in their own special compartments! 1.Results coming out likely on the 15th Jan. 2.Addiction to lots of things 3.where to head after getting results 4.I'm sure to cry when getting my results be it good or bad 5.can i make it? 6.retire from work,im so damn lazy to work after thinking about the results and thinking about freedom and enjoyment.$ is not what i need now.i need calmness and focus on how i will control my emotions when getting my results 7.behave myself 8.always thinking about the pain i have on my arm and things that contribute to it 9.be a better person-a vision for this year 10.2009,a fresh new start 11.and lots of other things that are only kept confidential. and everyday i keep hearing to the same songs in my mp4 while going out be it to work or where else. i must forget about the bad things i did in the past and breathe in better and good things. let bygones be bygones.how i wish i can redo O-levels after restudying and rerevising my subjects,i missed diving into textbooks and learning things in school.i kind of regret not paying full attention in class during teachers' lessons especially Mrs. Ong's and Mrs. Fong's.DAMNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!how i wish i can turn back time!!!i can do better than this,nothing is impossible.i want to rewatch twilight.the movie is not that well done as they cut most of the parts and what was shown wasn't like what's in the book.
all 2008 O-level candidates if you read this please go to this website and cry or feel afraid or whatever you think will frighten you while you are reading the substance.you will be lost and don't know what you should do and regret not studying carefully coz you might not get to the places you want,i think its me.
