Smth on memories,do endure but must read!
"True friends appear when the rest of the world walks out of your life".
Friends come and go.I'm sure that's true.I missed the times when friendship occured for the past 4 years of my life.Now im 16,recalling back when im 13,i was an unusually short kid as people know it lol and i was thought to make friends.One group of my friends that I wasn't always with except sometimes during recess is Shahirah and gang while the other was the Syafiq group which i was quite close with,as i think because they were also from band.For 2 years i was quite close with Zul,most of the time went back to his hose,play computer bla bla bla.At 14,i truly didn't have any idea of what's going on around me like what other ppl know.i was really empty.
Final year sec2,i think i got an A or what for Maths and this idiotic Haziq who also got the same grade "accused" i was a busybody because we had the same grade when he thinks he should be cleverer.we were kinda enemies i think,little things also cannot.so childish were we.Then that idiot forced me to take the pure science and add math combination which is in the best class,expected best class as it seemed and i was finally in that class.
Sec 3,i was 15 and when i looked at Mr Lau's face and Mrs Ong's face i said in my mind that why do i get this kind of anonymous teachers?(when now i think i missed them and they weren't that bad).Then what to do,in that class,the only friends that im known to are Haziq and Shahirah who were also from 2A.and so we became close enough to going recess together and all that until Fasihah joined us and all that.at that point of time i seriously didn't know anything about Haziq,and what the hell is Fraller?and so i pronounced the correct way as it seems but he demanded that i just shut up coz to him i pronounced it the wrong way.
Beginning of sec4 was the starting,then i knew what Haziq was actually since sec1,you guys knew that he was a ** but i didnt all along,how stupid am i if i knew it from sec1 me and Shahirah would get him out of that path.you know how i get to know it,actually i wouldn't want to release the story coz i think its a little grose for some of you.but i knew about him since an incident in a toilet.bla bla bla,i forced him to tell me the truth.i accepted what he is,when sometimes some ppl walk away from him when they know about him.and then something happened and we were quite close to becoming really close friends.Everyday i think w/o fail,i bought him a bubble tea and if i never buy,he demanded one.recess he always didn't have $$ to eat coz he said his mum didnt give $$ and i dun know whther thats true so i always treated him.there are many things i bought for him for instance the monkey pencil case.ppl said we were like gays but we weren't and he was damn angry with that.when he was upset with his bf,he told me,and when he was ill because of his ex also,im the first one to visit him after school.his family became my second family and his home became my second home.we ate things we bought and cook ourselves like sardines,eggs and all that can be cooked.Laughing is what we do.esp laughing at ppl and speculate ppl's appearance.we went out together and did many things together but all this he didn't really care about.i knew his friendship wasn't sincere and until the last few weeks before O-levels,he kept counting down the days to the day he wouldn't have to see my face again.all the money wasted,camwhoring and pictures don't have a meaning anymore and our friendship is just a lie,and he won't name us as bestfriends.I just hope that he'll change and be a person with eyes wide open to his surroundings,and not let go of ppl that were once his best friends.
Happy 16th Birthday Ryan!(16.12.1992)hope ur enjoying the rest of your life and finally ur sixteen...:)
and beside Haziq,a true friend it seems that walks in when the rest of the world walks out is the one and only mischievous bestfriend Zulaikha,who is also the one who always walks with me and Haziq to school everyday.I know her since sec 1 but we're close since sec4 and closer now when we work in the same place.she is so mischievous but that's not an obstruction for me not to become her bestfriend.keep up with it bestie!
Happy 16th Birthday Zulaikha!:)(17.12.1992)
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