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I'm presently feeling lugubrious and depressed...so please,anyone,don't disturb me and I'm going to be away from my blog for a moment...just sorting out weird and problematic things in my head...
today is damn no good for me;it ain't good at all...and im like so crestfallen,lethargic;damn tired,undescribable matters having a war in my mind and im a NINCOMPOOP.(FYI)this is my new favourite word just to replace the previous one which was flabbergasted as SOMEbody stole it from me>lame...and so FLABBERGASTED .
but actually how flabbergasted am I,and lugubrious today...i just don't understand how certain matters works...and why some ppl are like that....
i have enough of you and its an end .
-certain things are inexplicable...and i need a time to move on,get on with life and be a better person.
FRIENDS ARE LIKE JEWELS TO YOU AND TO YOU THEY ARE PRICELESS,BUT WHEN YOU LOOSE THESE JEWELS,IT'S LIKE YOU LOOSE ALL YOUR WEALTH AND THEREFORE IT IS HARDER TO GET THIS JEWELS BECAUSE THEY ARE RARE.........

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Well,today is such a terrible day but its better than yesterday.okay,wrap up...
MONDAY
Had PE in the morning,we played lame games and it was utterly mundane.and I like just recovered from my illness,just recovered only that cough is still around.Holidays assignments unfinished.and it was so arid,dry and I felt like dying.Biology test was postponed.
TUESDAY
Oh ya.I was suffered with little ulcers on my tongue,many of them and pain on the bottom of my mouth;it was annoying nd imagine + the warm weather,argh!and I was begging for water,it hurts enough.and Ryan,was absent because he had high fever.I went to visit him before the MT remedial and after Happy toilet before Geography...Haziq,you really look sickly and resemble your grandpa ,just kidding luh!Get well soon kay!Oh and yesterday was super oober lethargic luh babes...went home from the Geography night class,reached home about 9.30pm,did homework while dozing off,and I decided to have a nap for while and happened to wake up having migraine,sleepiness and fatigue so I slept until about 5 am,then I did my Chemistry revision.and hair was in a mess!
TODAY
Early morning,I woke up and I knock,knock,knock on the door... Lame!)There's CHEMISTRY test this afternoon!!!(I went shouting in my head)and I haven't studied!and so the day went on and with that irritating ulcers,I was feeling so damned!haziq wasn't in school again and I its also better uh so I can't be garrulous and irritate myself with that ulcers again...I kinda talk less for these 2 days,and homework piling,my head in dreamland and chemistry was a punch on my face!watched Gandhi,the last part during EL today and it ended sadly...and now woke up with a new friend of mine,the sorethroat!thanks to all the lameness in this world and I am going haywire.urgh...

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It's been quite long since I updated my blog.Actually I already updated it on Thursday nite but because of computer jam and unsaved post,Thursday's entry was depleted!All thankx to the irritating computer + lagging internet.& because of that also I cant do the LEAD assignment.damn it!

The holidays is coming to an end=it's expected...had lessons for the first three days.On thursday went gallivanting with Ryan,and yesterday went out with my relatives.And now Im home,sickly ill...shivering here and there...and this coming Monday,I have to fae 2 tests;Physcs and Biology!urrgghh!!!

Oh yar,and Haziq.aka.Ryan,cheerup okay,no don't mpe anymore.I Kno you are sad facing a problem of losing someone which is also concerning me.I really feel sorry for you...don't wory,I'll always be there on your side to support and help you BESTIE!

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Arrrggghhhhhh!!!!!I just hate my brother sometimes!!!!he is damn irritating luhs!!!I just want to use the lappie for a while;half an hour also cannot,and it's because of that lagging computer!He is damn irritating can?!Not one,but both,only that the eldest is worser.sINCE i was small its been like that and I m kinda used to it...he has no sense of respect towards his siblings and very2 egoistic luh!when it comes to me,there will always be quarreling there and in the end Im always the one who gets a scolding from my mum...and right now his threatening me with my wallet,thinking Im scared if he keep my wallet to his hands.
Just now after lessons,went to the airport to send my relatives who were going to Egypt for some religious reasongs,then went to terminal 3 for dinner and back home .Ate at POPEYE's and the cheapest meal was $5.95!The whole day was raining and pouring cats and dogs!Okay,that's all I think...and that's how a hard life is having an immature brother...

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went to SUNTERTAINMENT just now and it was all raining!well,the fun fair was fine but I was really tired so went there for a while.
Yesterday was the last day of band and i have stepped down.Its quite crestfalling because you have to leave something that has been stucked to you for 3 years.When there is no more band,I will for sure feel that something is missing...but for now,something is precisely more important,no more band but i have to face the O' LEVELS!!!Wake up Ahmad!you have little time!
and yesterday when to haziQ's house to clarify certain things and misunderstandings...so ,maybe i should think twice before doing something next time...and precisely I must become more matured luh ehk...
Okay,this week/March holidays is no holiday for me because i will be extremely busy and my time will be packed up with things to prepare for O's;lessons and also going out.nevermind,let these few months be filled up with studying as long as I can get good grades for the major exams and definitely get to the JC i want...STRIVE AHMAD!

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you made my mood change!to whoever....just don't want to clarify here,im just simply flabbergasted and angry upon ur attitude and actions!you cant lie to enjoy life,and tats actually for me to luh...heart-wrenching;crestfallen...damn you! i really hate you sometimes,just thinking of letting go a "bestfriend"(as if),but luckily i let out my feelings towards iraBestie...thanks ehk:)
i also know,admitting that i also have many mistakes and things that hurt your feelings,but i am just sorry,because i am also a human being...but bestfriends are just forever,only that i am angry...and don't want our friendship to break apart...
don't mess up with me too much/taking for granted is no happiness!and jokes dont cure wounds in ur feelings...fyi,its not too late to apologize,but apologies are mostly unacceptable,pending....if friends are real friends,you should really treat them as proper friends because they are your cushion,but bestfriends are obviously where you always find fault with,quarrel with and even a shoulder for you to cry on...but this is obviously different....

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pasT has now become presenT...

froM banD to secTion...

it's been 3 years going to 4 that im in band and now,i am already STEPPING DOWN!years flew so fast ,from a tiny little Ahmad to a small Ahmad...and still my face look idiotic!i hope i can spend more time with the band and perhaps the section,to laugh our asses out together,go outing together(although i rarely go),play "24 hours" together in the one and only AVA room,and arguments all along...although there's hardships and difficulties when im in the band,still,it feels that it is my second family...because balik balik pegi band(by hook or by crook,you still end up going to band)...and it results in being band a routine for me...

being in a wonderful section;TRUMPETs,although we these days are named the weakest,at least we improved from being nothing,it id fun being in this section even though there are misunderstandings and such,but real best/close friends are friends that really quarrel and argue between each other...and its been years of spending my time with the band....and therefore i would leave this entry with a sad and reluctant heart,but as time goes by,i will step down...:((sumpah takder link=no link!)

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It's been very long since I've updated my blueish blog and it seems deadly...below are the entries on this week's report...

MONDAY=)Yep,I've updated on it below on the earlier entry...as i said,the phototaking was fine only that i dislike my irritating and idiotickuku messy wavy hair which didn't look good in pictures...and i really looked BLUR when my face turned out like WHAT!...
TUESDAY=)School was perfectly and fatiguely norm.Had irritating toilet thingy
HAPPY TOILET in the afternoon...i was drowned with sweat;ran here and there catching haziQ who snatched my handphone instantly and we played ran here and there from the 4th floor of Block C to the 2nd and some other areas...the later at night had Humanities lesson which was from 6.30pm-8.30pm...below are pictures we camwhored but not all because...the others are not for display...

WEDNESDAY=)School was norm.haziQ was mopey all the way because he had some personal problems and i was bored by the situation that he won't talk...had band practice,not much to say...
THURSDAY=)Had an excursion after school.History students went to the museum while the Geography students + sec fives went to the Career Exhibition at SUNTEC.the seminar was supposed to be meaningful,which it was only that it made me wanna sleep.then haziQ and me went around perusing the exhibits...which were loads luhh...then we met a new friend from M'sia,she was friendly though and her name:Syahirah and she said to us like this"Kami terima university grauduates lah and even 16 tahun boleh masuk...sekarang,pada masa ni,kita ada pilots from Sri Lanka,Mid.East,and kita ada 3 Singaporeans luh..."me n haziQ kept an eye contact on this sympathetic young M'sian lady wearing a white tudung with a scar on her forehead and i told haziQ that on her mind she mind be thinking like this"mungkin dorand ni tgk luka aku ni kot?" and we went laughing our asses out after that...the irony is that we kept ending up passing by that booth with Syahirah there...and had candy floss which was for free...then we had to carry bags that were loaded with brochures and such and free LIME and ELLE magazines!it was quite fun though!below is a pic of us at the seminar..

FRIDAY=)School,NORM!than what was annoying was that there was CCA phototaking in the afternoon(4.30pm),and had to bring band uniform to school just for that period of time...IRRITATING! what was more irritating was that as a shorty,I had to be in line with all the other shorties which was made up of mostly the juniors...and had to stand on the 2nd row...and it was UHH!...when seeing the excos sitting on the first row,happily when they think they were good enough!sorry luh ehh,NO!nak act mane punye besar konon!these are one of the reasons that made me repel from Band!seriously,the phototaking made my mood go wild and pissed off luh ehh...then at night had ENGLIGH lesson!went to haziQ's and he was really wanting to wear his NUM sleeveless shirt...don't worry luh ehh,you'll get a NUM bag when the time is right!:)...and Mdm. Rogayah was so adorable... oh ya,and i just LOVE using a straightener for my fringe!thanks loads haziQ!


SATURDAY=)had band in the morning...and lepak then...usual!

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