His aviation diaries

hahaha

2010-01-02T05:09:00.000-08:00

I swear this blog is gonna be dead for decades hahaha.well, im just gonna update it when i feel like it cos life has seem to be kinda busier these days.

Just wanna say,goodbye 2009,along with my bad habits and attitude.Those friends who dont deserve to be treated good can also leave okay,especially those who thought their supposed real friends are plastic friends. I have had enough of those who think they rule the world and they didnt notice that they once swept their friends away and when their friends retaliate,they say that their friends are plastic friends.

Life is so much better,sayonara and good luck:)

Im Back

2009-12-05T07:41:00.001-08:00

Booooo!!!!
Hey readers,I am Back!
Well,this is already after my operation,which was last 2 Mondays(23/11),okay and time is so swift such that I am now here blogging about my well being!
Well,life has been quite awesome though.
Schoolwork still packed up,and I am slow.
Okay just to let you guys have a little buzz here,listen to this:

Art Lof Love-Guy Sebastian ft. Jordin Sparks

Okay,this is the song of the day.

I don't know why,but I like Jordin Sparks's music only when she suddenly appear back from nowhere,like surprise,Jordin is back with this new song.Hahaha,that's her icon;not really on the top charts but still remembered time after time because of her surprise appearances:)

I dont think people will still read my blog so i can just blabber nonsensically:D

Music Line

2009-11-06T05:59:00.000-08:00

Had been a long time since i last blog(sounds cliche).

Yeah,been quite busy with school,practising my music and more.

Performed in my friend's wedding last month.

ANd also been watching Singapore Idol Live for the past 2 spectaculars.It's been awesome and great.Such fantastic first experience.Had starstrucking moments and snapshots.
that's all,simple and short.

I wanna officially welcome a guitar home,soon

2009-10-13T22:33:00.000-07:00

Again,a long long time since i last blogged.And guess what,exams are darn over and im free to be me now!but,to free to do nothing but watch movies from my laptop,those movies I didn't manage to watch because of the hectic school life.well,3 days of exams equal to days of fun,not really that!BUT,im gonna get a guitar soon.and guess what,Im proud to be a multi musician(without boasting:))

and just so you know,some people in this damn world are just so stubborn and hypercrap.
I find them a wasting of my time and so long suckers!

written a new song called "OVER AND DONE" specially for Enerchords production.and i wanna ensure that Enerchords has a good and bright future.actually I have kinda randomly draw our band's icon plus some motive;Band of style,flexibility and rock.i think its kinda lame?

okay,i JUST watched Final Destination 4 and Drag me to hell.
Final Destination 4,a well to do violent and gore movie,anticipated but it's thrill keeps me thinking about imagining me someday being in those kinda scary incidents that might befall me,also reminds me of my operation coming november.:/
Drag me to hell,a big NO NO for me.2 stars(*_*)it sucks like hell,and it just seem like a funny movie.but i do believe curses exist though.they make it too unrealistic that God knows how much i saved($6 six dollars?)from watching this movie in cinema!Next movie to watch,Harry Potter,District 9 afterwards or maybe The Hangover and then the proposal maybe or 500 Days of Summer.
and yesterday,watched The Ugly Truth which i think im too back in time,cos that movie's like relesed so long ago?it was hilarious i tell you.seriously,anticipated and worth the watch.

so any suggestions of what kind of guitar should i buy?
i want a blue acoustic guitar perhaps...this,
Can anyone tell me is there any difference between an electric and an acoustic guitar?
P.S. Im a guitar geek here!

Just A Random Update

2009-09-05T09:34:00.000-07:00

HELLO GUYS!
For the past week?Had Teachers' Day celebrations,no school on Tuesday and didn't go to school on Friday.I had a call,urgent,to go see m doctor at the hospital for the results of my MRI.okay,guess its too vague for you guys to be understanding what Im saying right?

Okay,I have this pain in the whole of my right arm and it is believed that it is sourced from my neck,top spine and extends to my right palms.so I had been complaining about this to many and I suffer from this unbearable to finally bearable pain for quite some time.so happen this year I intended to consult the doctor,i was sent to an orthopaedic and had x-ray and this scan thingy.the result was actually that theres something wrong with the base of my skull,a defect i think.this is not really detailed cos the orthopaedic had to send me to the neurosurgeon to explain us more.and I have to go for another scan thingy and skip school when school repoens which is darn wastage of my time and terrible.I'll miss lessons like a lot and exams are like what,a few weeks away.just hope that nothing terrible is gonna happen to me...

and september holidays is this week,so it's time to mug and revise all that I haven't covered cos I need to cover a lot.

P.S.:This year is a health awareness year for me.Ive been to hospitals like for the past month or so.....face masks and fever-free stckers,im sick of those.d

Back to Basics?

2009-08-30T07:09:00.000-07:00

It's been more than ages since I last blogged right?When was it?okay it doesn't matter i guess.Revamped!ALL thanks to Zakia's help for designing and adjusting this unique blogskin!:D

Okay,it's fasting month now.One week finished and it's left with three more weeks.Promo II is gonna conquer me next month.Gotta do well to keep in track.Meanwhile,I wanna say that I'm crazily addicted to singing new songs and learning them.Realised that Demi Lovato is HOT too and her songs rocks!seriously.ashley tisdale too.

Okay,recently,Ive usually been out jamming with my friends,usually karaoke first but we made 2 to 3 songs alr.I finished writing one song already-COINCIDENCE.look out for it in about approximately 2 to 3 more months because I'm on the process of putting in the music.It's gonna be wonderful I hope.

Okay,now I'm gonna let you guys reading this have a sneak peek on my jamming band's first single on youtube but it's not fully official until after the music video is made.Our band's name by the way is: ENERCHORDS

We are currently on break because of the fasting month.so catch you guys!

P.S.: Songs of the week:-
-Masquerade by Ashley Tisdale
-Here We Go Again by Demi Lovato
-Ignorance by Paramore
-Wanted by Jessie James
-Mama Do by Pixie Lott

Dead Blog

2009-07-28T06:30:00.000-07:00

Blog Revamping under construction so my blog's gonna be dead.The twin blog's gonna be dead too cos i am simply lazy to blog frequently cos too busy with life.
okay,just a summary of what had happened for the past decades siots.

On 19th July which I suppose was last 2 sundays,i had my first public singing performance.i think it was the best vocal i had better than how my voice sounded like before.thanks to my friends who guided me through and helped me in improving my vocals.i do appreciate it.But i really need a good proper piano lesson and vocals and life would so way better and much easier!

Last sunday performed with keyboard.acceptable.can do better.

Coclusion:Life keeps getting better and worse at the same point.

P.S.: I hate PE so much.thanks to myself!

Friday is Parents Day and get ready to crack up.Results unacceptably expected.but at least i passed 2 H2s...lol

A new project in,an old project due next thursday and thats it.Holy Crap!not really completed and ready for viewing.

After you guys read this,can you guys tag me what colour should i splash on my new blogskin...?

Everything is as just as simple as saying hi!

2009-07-14T06:44:00.000-07:00

Everything in this world is just as simple as saying hi!Just say a simple hi! to a stranger and soon after you're already gonna be good frens with them.and new frens are so comfy to be with cos they are simply new frens.

H1N1 has been disastrous as you all know.School is being so stupid in taking measures.Too tight in following law.and it feels terrible.but at some point,it helps and changes my day happier.Less segregation,so more advantages i think,for some aspects.

Im into jamming these few days and hell a lot of fun i tell you!jamming + karaoke is damn fun!My singing will improve and soon i can sing well.

some people are too obsessed with some things and they tend to accuse other people of being too obsessed too.and that of course is a piece of shit.

im angry.

exams!

2009-07-04T00:03:00.000-07:00

Done with exams...left with physics on tue...then it's time to rumble!!!Nothing to blog about,im lazy.....and novel said that Megan Fox is a guy????is that really true,also after she said she's a guy....go find out...

The King Of Pop dies

2009-06-26T21:41:00.000-07:00

It was on Friday morning at around 10.30 am I woke up,for breakfast and dont know what came into my mind to turn to CNN on the television...bla bla bla,there was an advert and i saw an article saying "Pop Singer Michael Jackson Dies at the age of 50 of cardiac arrest".Then I gaped with shock.To confirm,I turned to CNA,MJ's death was the headline,so I watched and confirmed that it was true.But I couldn't believe it cos like who in the world doesn't know MJ,even some made fun of him in movies like scary movie bla bla bla,which i feel it was kinda rude cos he's a good person.
He was world's greatest pop artist,who even before my mum was born,spreads music to the world,across boundaries and long before Oprah Winfrey and Barack Obama,he showed the equality of people and how race and skin colour does not matter.Although people these days know him maybe from the nasty scandals that the media manifests,which I think most are made up,I think he suffered too much already.Can't you guys see his face which is filled with sadness and feels sick cos of what people,or rather the media made him.Just cos he's so rich,they created stories of him.Ppl noe he didnt really had a good childhood and brought up kind of strictly,but then he made ppl move through his music,dances and that is the born of the pop culture now,where most hollywood pop artists/singers have influences and elements from his songs.He was also the first african-american pop artist on Mtv,and you can see how people now appreciate him despite all the stories they hear of him.
And not many noe that he's a Muslim,which he just converted I think last year,and his Muslim name was Mikail,smth like that.May Allah and Rasulullah SAW bless him,and RIP MJ!
Im not really a big fan of him,just so so but I believe his music was the seed to the music in our generation now.The songs were familiar to me as I listened when they played almost all of his videos,it really sounds familiar.

Anyway,haha,the picture I posted of MJ above looks similar to the girl in iCarly,if you guys watch it,the show on Nick!

transformers

2009-06-25T06:57:00.000-07:00

Haven't watch TRANSFORMERS REVENGE OF THE FALLEN yet?
Go watch now!Super Fantastic action!
Anyway.Megan Fox is too HOT!

Funhouse Official video

2009-06-22T08:38:00.000-07:00

Catch PINK's official new video-FUNHOUSE.
It's awesome,very awesome!Lyrics are easy to memorise.
My weekends damn tired.More on tumblr.see ya!

Twin blog

2009-06-18T09:59:00.000-07:00

ANNOUNCEMENT EVERYBODY!

From this moment in time,I have just started a twin blog,or rather a second blog where its kinda more like a diary and more daily personal stuffs to talk about,its totally different from blogger so if I dont post on this blog for too long,do visit this second blog,its a brother blog.

The difference between these 2 blogs is that this current blog im using,im gonna update stuffs like music vids,or some exciting events I've been to.

the twin blog is so different that you can't tag,but i find it cool.Maybe because im in the process of choosing which blog to go on with,so i created this twin thingy.so do mind and bear with me.anyway,the new blog is new,so do pay a visit.leave tags here,readings there.Also,i wanna promote tumblr itself,so that more could come and join me.haha.this is my twin blog url:

http://www.littlepilot.tumblr.com/

this blog website was kindly inspired by Katy Perry's blog,thru twitter and so on...
you can find this on my links.thanks,have a nice day.More is coming.

guessing game:dont forget the singer and the song

2009-06-18T05:27:00.000-07:00

song no.1

Nothing brings me down

When you're around

It's like zero gravity

The world just disappears

when you're here

It's zero gravity

When things get messed up

You lift my head up

I get lost in the clouds

There's no sense of time

with you and I

It's zero gravity

song no.2

Boom boom clap boom di clap di clap

boom boom clap boom boom clap di clap

C'mon try it with me

thats right

Everybody come up from your seats

I gotta tell you about a beat

That's gonna make you move your feet

I'll give you a BBQ

show and tell you how to move

if youre 5 or 82

this is something you can do

POP IT

LOCK IT

POLKA-DOT IT

COUNTRIFY IT

HIP HOP IT

PUT YOUR HAWK IN THE SKY

MOVE SIDE TO SIDE

JUMP TO THE LEFT

STICK IT GLIDE

ZIG ZAG

ACROSS THE FLOOR

SHUFFLE IN

DIAGONAL

WHEN THE DRUMS HIT

HANDS ON YOUR HIPS

ONE FOOT IN 180 TWIST

AND THEN A

ZIG ZAG

STEP ASIDE

LEAN IT LEFT

CLAP 3 TIMES

SHAKE IT OUT

HEAD TO TOE

THROW IT ALL TOGETHER THATS HOW WE ROLL

GUESS WHAT THESE 2 SONGS and its SINGERS ARE AND GET A CHANCE TO WIN SOMETHING

(a surprise).

SEND YOUR ANSWERs,accurately, ON THE TAGBOARD.

THIS IS A FIRST ANSWER FIRST GET BASIS.

THERES MORE TO COME IN WEEKS AHEAD.AND THIS IS CALLED

DONT FORGET THE SINGER AND THE SONG!

.LAME.

Updates

2009-06-17T07:29:00.000-07:00

OMG June holidays this time is uber mundane for me.exams up when school reopens,nothing to do at home except mugging but then im not concentrating and so i move a lot.Updating this blog is also a random thing cos i dont have a main point to say you see,but just to tell you guys to catch these few videos IF you guys have not seen it before.

I like taylor swift's video the most and the best.must watch it and see how sweet it is...lol
Oh how I wish more Hollywood celebrities come and drop by Singapore,i want Katy perry to come next cos she's just so HOT!and yeah I bought the July edition of teens,which had the cover of her.

amusement

2009-06-06T21:45:00.000-07:00

HARD WORK + EFFORT
For a week of June Holidays,the going outs i had was only to the movies and be there at PCD's concert indirectly with Haziq and Zulaikha.I had watched Night At the Museum 2,Hannah Montana Movie and Monsters Vs Aliens.Tell you,Hannah Montana Movie is damn worth watching IF you wanna laugh at Miley Cyrus all the way,with her deep low voice and her weird seeing.Okay,The Climb itself is nice,but when Miley sings it it's not anymore.Do you agree?Maybe Im too insulting I guess but it's just unrealistic for her a girl who cant really sing can already be popular and get lots of $$ just for her dumb all girl fans Favourite Hannah Montana.I pity those who can sing but cant live a fun life like her.Haha:D
Anyway,last Thursday,me and Haziq were uber eager to catch the Dolls concert,also after all Haziq's hard work getting into competitions and stuffs,but we didnt get the chance to go.BUT,after me and Zulaikha went to watch Hannah Montana Movie at Leisure Park,exactly aside Indoor Stadium,we met Haziq and randomly just went outside the stadium at level 2 to"follow" the music from inside the stadium,sand by Nicole Sherzinger and the rest,and try to get a "LIVE" experience.Walking and walking through,I saw a door left ajar and wonder where it might get us into,so i called the 2 of them to follow.To huge amazement,it leads to inside the indoor stadium and we could actually see the doolls performing,and feel the air-con inside.Unlucky me,both Haziq and Zuklaikha went inside but I didnt cos I was being descent,trying to obey laws,they got in for free.After thoughts,I wanted to try to go inside,but then theres a female usher walking around and approaching them so i quickly escaped,leaving them behind,at last they were also kicked off.haha.and so we waited outside the doors till the concert ended,BUT theres still more.we saw fans started running downstairs toward the barricades,so me and Haziq ran leaving Zulaikha behind,haha,and went toward the crowd.Finally,we managed to wave at Nicole in a Mercedes.That was a whole lot of experience,priceless!

LOL.anyway watch this damn funny video.

one of the days

2009-06-02T07:50:00.000-07:00

hey blog you noe wat?
i thought of having a show,so random and it's gonna be

AHMAD's MY New BFF

haha sound so feminine.no la just kidding.got nothin to post.but if you guys got any suggestions do shout out.

anyway,PCD concert this thursday and im so utterly wanna go watch it but how,no chance...

female celebrities hot or what?

2009-05-21T08:09:00.000-07:00

Hey ya everyone reading this!This post will be an enlighting one for you cos im gonna reveal you my HOT HOLLYWOOD FEMALE CELEBRITY top charts,my choice!.this might not be your favour but do leave comments or what but i will still not agree with you even if you dont agree with me. so this are the ones chosen specially by me,X-factor considered.and they're really HOT i tell ya.(they might not be in order,random i think)

1.KATY PERRY!

2.ANNA FARIS!

3.CARRIE UNDERWOOD!

4.NICOLE SCHERZINGER!

5.BRITNEY SPEARS!

6.ASHLEY TISDALE!

7.LINDSAY LOHAN OF COURSE!

oh yeah,and catch out katy perry's new video "Waking up in Vegas",with "thinking of you" still a top favourite.also,catch carrie underwood's "Before he cheats"

watch how this girl sings thinking of you.her voice so so damn powerful sey.

and im so sad ,JOANNA's last day tomorrow,and she's out from school.will miss her so so much.feel so sad for her.

week of despair?

2009-05-19T00:55:00.000-07:00

Whats up!im currently blogging from school's O hub during PE lesson and i uber hate PE-who loves it?yeah,been mugging the whole day yesterday and you know what my laptop has been showing symptoms of lagging these few days...school has been tiring...eh eh eh nothin else i can say but i am so wanna go to PCD concert on 4th June!!!

MIOO

2009-05-17T04:59:00.000-07:00

HEY! LOOK OUT FOR NEW BLOGSKIN COMING SOON ON http://www.aviationdiaries.bs.com

Millennia Institute's Official Opening and Carnival

hey.just to let you guys know that MI had its Official Opening cum(think positive please) Carnival yesterday.it was damn tiring i tell you.i had to reach school by 7 am early morning.it was BIG but you know,it wasted my Saturday seriously.okay,camwhored with bandmates during free period.

SYF and NEW LAPTOP!!!

2009-05-11T08:35:00.000-07:00

I JUST GOT A LAPTOP!!!WHY THE SUDDEN?

lol.last saturday just got a laptop.dad bought it for me coz i said i need to use it for projects and that so i dont need to fight for my brother's lappie and share with him-soooo no privacy and not personal.this sleek and hot navy blue lappie of mine is an ACER branded,cost:$1398.cool huh?it has all the special features that I want.but for the mean time,while waiting for my second brother to get into uni,ive to share with him first,temporary.well its okay.after all its still mine and hello,you need my permission to enter.lol

SYF 2009,MISB:BRONZE

Dont worry MISB,its okay that we get BRONZE for a young 2 year oldie band like us.Follow the flow,as a norm new bands get COP usually,so like D-U-H BRONZE is far way better folks,although its just a little notch above.Most of aimed for a SILVER during the results release,GOLD as a target.BUT for a new 2 year old band,1 month choice piece and 2 month+ set piece,the result for us is greatly acceptable right.anyway,its not about the medal right,its the journey and the experience!I made more and more friends in band,thru the practices,i noe more about the peeps around me and i became much "popular".I explored more into my musical talent also right?lol.anyway here are pictures[only some,the rest can go view it at facebook] or rather camwhores that me and my band mates had during the whole experience.Enjoy!

P.S. :I wanna go the PCD ASIA tour,im sure!!!!

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!!!

2009-05-10T09:17:00.000-07:00

She is...

the most wonderful person I've ever met since I was in my Birthday suit
the ever so perfect and role model
the sofa that comforts me when im still fragile
the one who introduced the world to me
the one for whom i will cry like hell on the day she dies
the first teacher,clown,friend,companion,everything
the one and only one.

MY LOVELY MUM!

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!!!:)

to all lovely mothers in the world,thanks for all the warmth,love,care and concern you provide to your lovely children,nurturing them and grow them well like plants.

-10th May

band and fags

2009-05-03T08:26:00.000-07:00

SYF 2009

Firstly,this coming Wednesday is SYF!and MISB is way practising very damn hard everyday.I didnt have time for my family,friends and myself.and today is a breath of fresh air.Here are some pics of last Friday's sound check at RP.

Then here are the stress stars that we get.-_-"

FAGS OUTING ON LABOUR DAY!!!

Last friday,FINALLY we had a FAGS outing,guess where?THE AIRPORT!!!

So long didnt meet Rafiah and finally get to see her again.miss those times.Let the pictures do the talking.We had dinner at Earle's Swensen's and Popeye's.Camwhored and home.

<3>More pics on other FAGS blogs.

touch my hand

2009-04-26T05:25:00.000-07:00

CATCH THIS VIDEO:TOUCH MY HAND which i think is the official video.

first sign out and talk on david

2009-04-23T06:22:00.000-07:00

SIGNed OUT!

Ahmad is now a bad boy again i think.he simply signed out today in school during break.attended only math and accounts lesson.reached school late coz there was a tree fall.so waste my $2.43 going to school,then no suspension thats why i wanted to sign out.ALL BECAUSE OF PE!!!!!!!!very unclever way of a schol to have a pe for 2 days in a week and they know students hate it!one is enough and I'll accept.Don't they simply research on how many ppl simply signed out coz of the miserable overloading PE.they should noe wat that ppl dont wanna go pe.why not give the extra 1h 20min to another subject which is more important.I RATHER HAVE 5 HOURS of PHYSICS than pe lah!onch onch!(new code word=bounce bounce).and sch so stupid let so many students sign out.but i go to sch for the sake of education.haha

Battle of the 2 Davids?

well,first,David Archuleta the Arch Angel performed at American Idol LIVE today.that day,me and Shanaaz bet on what song will Archie perform--me:a little too not over you and Shanaaz:touch my hand /you can,and it so happen Archie sang touch my hand and i have to give Shanaaz choc coz its a promise.there you go.well,we're the no. 1 David Archuleta fans though.

Second:I just dont get the rationale that why the 2 Davids must perform together at Manila,Phillipines???Archie is so stuck to him like like.....well,i think Cookie(David Cook)is not competible to Archie coz he doesnt sing a cut above the rest.meantime,GO ARCHIE!!!

and go watch Paris Hilton's my new BFF tonight at mtv,its the last episode.

just bought the album

2009-04-19T08:39:00.000-07:00

Random:I just bought DAVID ARCHULETA'S ALBUM last Friday,im so slow!

Happy Birthday Novel!

2009-04-16T08:16:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY NOVEL!!!!

finally youre seventeen.we're old.lol

archuleta week

2009-04-12T04:32:00.000-07:00

I dont know why but i think this week is just Archuleta's week coz David Archuleta dropped by in Singapore last Monday 6 April till 8 April to showcase his debut album at Iluma Mall at Bugis.And so happen i was there and its been awesome!im now so addicted to his songs and hope you guys check out his new video;A little too not over you

the video on top is i think not full but well just watch it.

and singapore fans were a havoc man!

adios.

true

2009-03-23T21:00:00.000-07:00

Now then I know the real you.

and why do all my friends have to leave?i will be left alone seriously.

just another outing!

2009-03-18T22:00:00.000-07:00

Well,this is the WORST March holidays ever man.4 band practices.much?

lol but i didnt go for 2.so fair enough.

today was supposed to be a very faggy outing day where teh FAGS would parteh together.

unwillingly,it didnt happen as what was planned!

since one faggot pulled out,I gave an opinion to novel that why not we just cancel and postpone the outing to some other day since we lost one leg.but then,novel insisted on the outing and actually i didnt mind.lastly,i pulled out too coz ive made an appointment with zulaikha for a lunch at Seoul Garden today and then to the movies.she already bought a pair of tix just for us.so,i pulled out too leaving Novel,Jolyn and Val.and i pulled out not coz of the first fag who pulled out,its for that reason i mentioned earlier.such a waste.Nevermind,we sure will make it in the next holiday,okay!

Today,a Wednesday,ever so free for me in this busy March holidays.regretted didnt studying the whole day but managed to gallivant with my BESTfriend,or so called my partner in Seoul Garden-miss those times when we laughed together so many times.

Previous Plan:Lunch at Seoul Garden then to the movies,me,Ikha and Haziq la but since Haziq pulled out too in this outing,for certain unreasonable reasons.okay,dont wanna go further,later it gets worst.

So so so,met Zulaikha at Bugia,as i had t return my SG uniform to mam,then we headed,walked in the ever so warm a S'pore day can be,to Funan first as Ikha had to meet his uncle for whatever reason i didnt know.his uncle was geeky and hilarious to me."Bukit Batoookk..."(inside joke,hehe)

then headed to marina,to eat at Seoul Garden.cost $31 smth,ate ard 2 hours and set off for window shopping and searched for neoprint shop but not at sight.

then,we went to PS,Ikha bought some things before we headed to the movies to watch coming soon.there,the cinema auntie thought we were so young that she asked us to show her our IC coz the movie was NC16.

i tell you,coming soon is uber darn stupid and not really scary for me.we made it so hilarious that we laughed most of the time,but anyway it wont even be scary if we didnt made fun of it though.too bad Haziq wasnt there too.

but if anyone of you fags or zulaikha who reads this know the fact....you guys gonna kill Haziq,but its best not to know.so okay,tarts!

remembering memories

2009-03-09T04:58:00.000-07:00

i just wanna blog about how i feel going back to my alma mater just now,BNSS!me,Jolyn and Vel went back to school to collect our certs.guess what,at the gate,i met yin jie and hafizah(took pics wid her),mai and all my band juniors were like shouting all along,calling me and attracting everybody's attention to me.i was so dumb looking then.but after collecting cert,we walked around school to just remember back our school times there and now that we realised that how big the real world is now in MI compared to BNSS.its like a big difference.the school compond much smaller,the peace that i can feel as compared to the noisy and havoc MI and MI full of gossips,stories,happenings and loads of weird human beings.back there,i dont feel people talking about me and all that stuff,i feel like im back home.I missed spending time with the fags in class during recess,i miss rafiah.i miss going to school with haziq and zulaikha everyday.i miss having english lessons in commerce room and miss roggie showing us vids esp on mr bean dating techniques.i miss going lab for mrs yeow's lesoons.and mrs yeow said "wah!you all come all the way from MI ah?" just now.i miss my trumpet section.i miss laughing wid haziq about rafiah's cousin afifah.i miss my classroom,mrs ong.i miss the ambience.i miss getting new vocab words from roggie.and roggie wasnt there just now when we wanted to pay her a visit.i miss gossips with mr. Saiful.i miss the charles barton lessons.i miss being shahirah's partner in class.i miss cheezy hotdogs from mama mia.I miss BNSS!!!i miss fags united.

PS:we will be having a fags outing soon,in march holidays.so make urself faggys free.

miserable week

2009-03-07T21:05:00.001-08:00

MY FLUTE IS GONE!!!
and its the school flute.
im dead,super dead.My parents will be called down to school.
ive made reports to police and the security office.
This week is damn miserable.
this happened on last wednesday and im still feeling miserable.
can some kind hearted person,honest,gimme back that flute!

school has been miserable too in that case.
ive no mood to blog anymore.
my handphone is also killing me.making me worst.
i want to have a vacation.

when my bottle pop.

miserable week

2009-03-07T21:05:00.000-08:00

envious!

2009-02-26T06:23:00.000-08:00

Well,school has started proper and its back to mugging.Its been so long since i last studied,and i miss studying but i dont know whether this will last long.Started to make friends in class,well,the atmosphere is better.Lots of things have started to clear up,many.I need a clear mind in my education.Whoa!

and im uber envious with my eldest bro and mum who had left to Australia and Egypt respectively.

HOT topic

2009-02-21T19:13:00.000-08:00

Does anyone know what happens when a primary school friend meets a secondary school friend?and they are of opposite sex and what really happens when your secondary school friend is fairly cute and good-looking.This is what i meant.LOLs.***NO HARD FEELINGS OKAY***

Not only that,a string of other girls are also being fanatic onto my bestfriend and I totally don't like it.I want him to choose a girl for himself.Lols.this is a new lifetime experience i first encounter,when its not like in BNSS.LOLs.(before anything,this is not an attack,its just my point of view of the girls,some malay girls i mean,in our school,do you know Paul's reasoning skills,yes that thing,my point of view)

i apologise for any wrongdoings,but i really feel its a paradox.

plox

2009-02-18T05:50:00.000-08:00

Lol.Joanne gave me an Elmo plushtoy and a schoolbus pencil case yesterday for my birthday.Thanks anyway.today's post is just simple and sweet.

bibi baba is so damn stupid.

2009-02-16T04:38:00.000-08:00

I just can't stand BibiBaba.the last time they came they made me frustrated already,by going to their outlet and to know that size 14 has no stock.and so,got to know that they'll come to school today and i had high hopes.it was still 10.25am,size 14 has no stock,one left,14 half,one left too,but it goes to other people!

and to suddenly know that i had to buy miserably two size 15s,in the afternoon i found that they still had one size 14 and two size 14 half left.isaac took one 14 and 14 half and so i changed one of my 15s to 14 half.BibiBaba is so damn unprofessional and the school doesnt know this.useless vendor.size 15 is like Azizan's or giant girl aka Anna's size.its atrocious!

anyway,got a birthday present-a Billabong belt from shahirah which comes along a birthday card,a black watch from Jolyn and a V day card+JELLYBEANS! from Haziq.I really love Jellybeans especially the one type shown below.Thanks Ira,Jolyn and Haziq!

Another funny thing about today is that we played prank calls on like so many people and most of them were quite unsuccessful but one made us panic as we made it too serious.Haziq was the victim of the prank call towards Bryan and Haziq was so frightened he might get bashed up.for more updated stories,read up on novel's or Haziq's or Jolyn's blog.they must have update about it.

toodles,gotta go,damn restless coz i slept at 3 am last night and the whole day my eyes were so heavy.

trance

2009-02-15T06:20:00.000-08:00

"...And guess who missed 11.59pm yesterday, in order to msg Happy 17th Birthday to the bestfriend Ahmad? Me, people. Me. I feeel so guilty. I swear. Sorry dude. I was having supper at Swensens with my family that I got toooo carried away. Heh. But I got you a present like waaaaay before your birthday {okay, that's exagerrating. I got it a day before your birthday, LOL}. Heh. Anyhoooos, HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY DEAREST SHEIKH AHMAD AKMAL THE BESTFRIEND :)..."

-depicted from Shahirah's blog

To my dearest bestfriend Shahirah Sianturi,IT IS OKAY.i know without you saying you would have already wished me.Glad you cheered me up when i was in no mood.Sorry for any inconvenience.thanks anyway.

Went to town with Zulaikha and Haziq,plan is to celebrate my birthday.it was supposed to be exciting and i thought of enjoying my self although it was just eating and gallivanting.Got a Lady GaGa album from Haziq and thanks a lot anyway.I think its the best birthday present from you.i understand that.and Zulaikha forgot to bring my present,but its okay,i dont mind.having a friend like you is already a gift.but i went home without any mood,emotionless.i dont know whats happening to me.maybe its my fault,and what have i reacted to my surroundings?Life is just like this,other people are sometimes just better than you and you just have to accept the fact that you wont get just the same.this is not a matter of rich or poor but its just a matter of loath or jealosy?i guess i have to reflect on myself,im gettin older everyday,at least ,and i have to grow up,think straight to what i want in life and forget about all of these things.like people said,choose the right friends from the beginning,friends which can really appreciate you and can lend a helping hand in anything,be it studies or else.They should be the one who could give you good in return.Sorry,this is not to name people or what,and its not meant for MY friends,so dont got the wrong information okay. :)cheers.no hard feelings.

I shouldnt be like other people,i should be myself,not wearing a mask.

SEVENTEEN today!

2009-02-14T07:55:00.000-08:00

OFFICIALLY TURNED SEVENTEEN ON VALENTINE"S DAY 09.

i turn a year older every 14 feb and indeed i feel old.BUT,im still the same cheerful,fun,semi-social,joker+lamer,short(if there's still room for growth)Ahmad!16 years of life experience,ive been thru a lot actually,and met lots of different types of people.And yet more awaits me,and im ready to face it at all cause,because i know I will always have many people around me-my family,friends and friendly souls in the future.Therefore,as today is my birthday,I would like to thank everyone who've had wished me birthday wishes with Zulaikha at 12 am to my Macedonian group mate Yan Jun and 11.58pm,this is inclusive of the Fags and fiza and others.I appreciate it.Thanks a lot.

Today is also ever so romantic,as it has always been for the years back,friends,couples and even married mums and dads,they celebrate this day or even if they dont believe in it,they know that today is the sweetest hearty charming and romantic day,

HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY TO ALL!!!<3

Also,2 weeks of experiencing MI has been completed.The life is fun actually,high spirits all the way and i love the way of organizing sample lectures for us students.Friends are there to cheer you up and camwhoring is one of the things that we like to do a lot these days,esp in MI.well, yesterday me and novel took pics/camwhored.and its a lot of fun laughing around.

PLOX!

2009-02-09T04:35:00.000-08:00

I just love looking at this thing.It makes me feel that im going to ride one one day.It's so sleek and humungous.I love it.

Orientation has finally come to an end,as in the first week of fun and games,ice breakers and long lasting cheers.The last day was really fun and i think that's when im enjoying myself a little.The thinking of poly has slowly drifted away from my thoughts and im now focusing on my A-Levels.3 years isn't a reward,but an opportunity to shine without knowing that you could.You go out there with a very good A-level result of course ppl will take you.So i believe life in MI would be fun and exciting!

Have you heard of Carousel at Royal Plaza on Scotts?yes,its a restaurant in that hotel,and i promise you,its just a food heaven!The food there is just tremendously diverse and yummy-licious.from sushi to even the chocolate fondue(where you cover a marshmallow or fruits with hot chocolate and you just let it land on your taste buds nicely and warmly).Taufik Batisah was dining there too and my cousin took a picture with him.

At last my contact lenses obeyed me for at least 2 days.

My BIRTHDAY is this SATURDAY,

14 FEB!

cum Valentine's Day.

bizarre.

2009-02-02T05:00:00.000-08:00

MOE:SHEIKH AHMAD AKMAL BIN OMAR,you are posted to MI(43S).Report to school on the 2nd Feb at 7.30 pm.

I was taken aback at what i saw on the morning of Friday 30th,6.05 am,an SMS.This wasn't what it was supposed to be.MOE miserably gave me my eighth8th choice!i stared into blank space.i thought my dreams would be ruined,the first seven choices were all aerospace engineering courses in diff polys with the first one in NYP.But,i was calmer later in the afternnon and then i knew what i should and suppose to do in life,after a wise advise and opinion from mum.I still need to know more things,study,and have a second chance in proving to everyone that i can do it and score well for my uni admission.but,somewhere in my heart,the wanting to go to poly still remained.

-Wearing uniform again for 3 years is no big deal coz i can wear coloured shoes,diff from sec sch and i can just wear home clothes later in uni life.

-I kinda know what i wanna do in life ,work in the aviation industry but at this point of time i have a fickle mind on wear i should go for now.

-MI isn't really like other JCs and neither like a poly.You take 3 years to ,so you have to be very good by the end of your Pre U 3.

-You can also take a diploma at the same time so IF ur A's are not that good,you have a backup,also if you can achieve a diploma.

-In MI,every Mon school starts at 9am,with the rest of the days at 8am.BUT,i have to bounce from East,Tampines,to West,Bukit Batok.SO OVER!well,i can study in the journey to school,im gonna have a long ride!

and i wanna work in AIRBUS when i grow up.take note of this statement and i will assure myself im gonna meet that goal.

I kinda like my hair,as the best decent look ever.i used to be nerdy when i cut short hair,but i think this time its reasonable.

Sch started today,orientation for 3 weeks.Today wasn't so fun.CY is like a fat tart!.lols

What I like about the sch:_

1.There are many disabled persons,more harmonised as in more Indians(not being a racist but im just happy to see many races here),mixed with other students from top schools like CHIJ,St.Margaret's and loads others.Different from BEDOK NORTH.

2.for the first time the hall is air conditioned.i know Polys have more facilities from JCs,so this is non-readable for you.

3.the school is nice,blue all around and its my favourite colour.

4.You buy food in the canteen using a cashcard.this is an advantage and disadvantage.

5.Im fine with the school.

not in the mood of making friends at the moment.I hate the process of making friends.

Last Saturday got an advanced birthday gift from my friends. they gave me this.

REMINDER:MY BIRTHDAY IS NEXT SAT,14 FEB and IM TURNING 17,old.

spoilt for choices

2009-01-15T07:48:00.000-08:00

Results were released last Monday and today is the 4th day of JAE.I applied online for my 12 choices yesterday morning.Im so damn spoilt for choice.Most of my choices links to aviation and aerospace coz i just love aeroplanes and the aviation industry.Going the poly route though,don't want to trouble myself and take the risk when i know what my passion is and what i want to do later in life.
Some regrets as two of the subjects that i expected to be better turned out wrong.Let bygones be bygones.

mind blackout!

2009-01-04T09:07:00.000-08:00

my mind is currently unfunctioning.or is it full of thoughts?there're uber many things in my mind.i can't sort them out properly and organize in their own special compartments!
1.Results coming out likely on the 15th Jan.
2.Addiction to lots of things
3.where to head after getting results
4.I'm sure to cry when getting my results be it good or bad
5.can i make it?
6.retire from work,im so damn lazy to work after thinking about the results and thinking about freedom and enjoyment.$ is not what i need now.i need calmness and focus on how i will control my emotions when getting my results
7.behave myself
8.always thinking about the pain i have on my arm and things that contribute to it
9.be a better person-a vision for this year
10.2009,a fresh new start
11.and lots of other things that are only kept confidential.
and everyday i keep hearing to the same songs in my mp4 while going out be it to work or where else.
i must forget about the bad things i did in the past and breathe in better and good things.
let bygones be bygones.how i wish i can redo O-levels after restudying and rerevising my subjects,i missed diving into textbooks and learning things in school.i kind of regret not paying full attention in class during teachers' lessons especially Mrs. Ong's and Mrs. Fong's.DAMNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!how i wish i can turn back time!!!i can do better than this,nothing is impossible.i want to rewatch twilight.the movie is not that well done as they cut most of the parts and what was shown wasn't like what's in the book.

all 2008 O-level candidates if you read this please go to this website and cry or feel afraid or whatever you think will frighten you while you are reading the substance.you will be lost and don't know what you should do and regret not studying carefully coz you might not get to the places you want,i think its me.

WEBSITE:

http://www.moe.edu.sg/education/admissions/jae/files/jae-info.pdf

i wish i was a better person and do what i previously wanted to do.readers won't understand what i mean coz im talkin to myself.

lols,HAPPY NEW YEAR!2009 hope it would be a brighter future ahead,ameen.

2008-12-24T19:16:00.000-08:00

Just returned from a short holiday trip and im just bizarred by the quickness of time.i just can't enjoy pure relaxation like last time and im already back to work.O-level results will be released in 3 weeks time i supposed on the 16th Jan 09,a friend of mine told me.i got no comments for that.

on this week...

2008-12-16T18:01:00.002-08:00

ZOMG,my computer's internet is damn annoying and i can't just blog and all that just because of it.anyway,work has been a little easier and and im taking off days.last friday i sent off my cousins to Japan and i was so envy la!i really set up a moody face when we bid farewell.do you know that my mum and I should be with them to Japan only because of my stupid FOC air ticket being used up,if not i can go to Japan alr!!!another cousin of mine when to Switzerland and they went there free and easy w/o a tour guide and so i wondered how the hell they might direct themselves to places of attractions in the snowy winter.

At last I get to wish peeps birthday wishes.Finally they are sixteen.

Birthday Fell on the 14th of December:

Jolyn Cheo Faggot

Smth on memories,do endure but must read!

"True friends appear when the rest of the world walks out of your life".

Friends come and go.I'm sure that's true.I missed the times when friendship occured for the past 4 years of my life.Now im 16,recalling back when im 13,i was an unusually short kid as people know it lol and i was thought to make friends.One group of my friends that I wasn't always with except sometimes during recess is Shahirah and gang while the other was the Syafiq group which i was quite close with,as i think because they were also from band.For 2 years i was quite close with Zul,most of the time went back to his hose,play computer bla bla bla.At 14,i truly didn't have any idea of what's going on around me like what other ppl know.i was really empty.

Final year sec2,i think i got an A or what for Maths and this idiotic Haziq who also got the same grade "accused" i was a busybody because we had the same grade when he thinks he should be cleverer.we were kinda enemies i think,little things also cannot.so childish were we.Then that idiot forced me to take the pure science and add math combination which is in the best class,expected best class as it seemed and i was finally in that class.

Sec 3,i was 15 and when i looked at Mr Lau's face and Mrs Ong's face i said in my mind that why do i get this kind of anonymous teachers?(when now i think i missed them and they weren't that bad).Then what to do,in that class,the only friends that im known to are Haziq and Shahirah who were also from 2A.and so we became close enough to going recess together and all that until Fasihah joined us and all that.at that point of time i seriously didn't know anything about Haziq,and what the hell is Fraller?and so i pronounced the correct way as it seems but he demanded that i just shut up coz to him i pronounced it the wrong way.

Beginning of sec4 was the starting,then i knew what Haziq was actually since sec1,you guys knew that he was a ** but i didnt all along,how stupid am i if i knew it from sec1 me and Shahirah would get him out of that path.you know how i get to know it,actually i wouldn't want to release the story coz i think its a little grose for some of you.but i knew about him since an incident in a toilet.bla bla bla,i forced him to tell me the truth.i accepted what he is,when sometimes some ppl walk away from him when they know about him.and then something happened and we were quite close to becoming really close friends.Everyday i think w/o fail,i bought him a bubble tea and if i never buy,he demanded one.recess he always didn't have $$ to eat coz he said his mum didnt give $$ and i dun know whther thats true so i always treated him.there are many things i bought for him for instance the monkey pencil case.ppl said we were like gays but we weren't and he was damn angry with that.when he was upset with his bf,he told me,and when he was ill because of his ex also,im the first one to visit him after school.his family became my second family and his home became my second home.we ate things we bought and cook ourselves like sardines,eggs and all that can be cooked.Laughing is what we do.esp laughing at ppl and speculate ppl's appearance.we went out together and did many things together but all this he didn't really care about.i knew his friendship wasn't sincere and until the last few weeks before O-levels,he kept counting down the days to the day he wouldn't have to see my face again.all the money wasted,camwhoring and pictures don't have a meaning anymore and our friendship is just a lie,and he won't name us as bestfriends.I just hope that he'll change and be a person with eyes wide open to his surroundings,and not let go of ppl that were once his best friends.

Happy 16th Birthday Ryan!(16.12.1992)hope ur enjoying the rest of your life and finally ur sixteen...:)

and beside Haziq,a true friend it seems that walks in when the rest of the world walks out is the one and only mischievous bestfriend Zulaikha,who is also the one who always walks with me and Haziq to school everyday.I know her since sec 1 but we're close since sec4 and closer now when we work in the same place.she is so mischievous but that's not an obstruction for me not to become her bestfriend.keep up with it bestie!

Happy 16th Birthday Zulaikha!:)(17.12.1992)

on this week...

2008-12-16T18:01:00.001-08:00

one week of work

2008-12-05T14:31:00.000-08:00

one week of work has already passed fast enough to know that my legs seemed like they are to drop off.working from 5 to 7 then to 10 hours.maybe some of you guys know where i work at but the work is damn tiring but having a good and friendly company,fun environment,you won't feel the tiredness.i didn't believe that work would be this tiring and difficult before but then this is it.anyway,im already used to it.working with zulaikha is fun and we can talk while we work.what is damn funnier is that when funny-lookin customers visit a restaurant(obviously i work at the restaurant),what as usually i would do is to make fun of them.and yesterday there's this very ~~fat~~ huge Malay lady,came wearing a purple dress and she waddled across the floor at 5cm/hr(exaggerated).she was too funny and when she walked her head came turning to her right and left but the whole body apprears to be faced stoned toward North,pulled by gravity heavily.then it came into my mind when last time me and Haziq watched this malay lady,i think a professor talking in a programme at TV1.if Haziq was there he would have burst to laughter and i think the lady will slap his face.she looked like a large GM grape.there are many customers who are damn damn hilarious-lookin.and at my workplace there are 3 of the workers who are crippled,they are deaf and what's so funny is that they "tried" to talk but they produce is just simple sound,i can't write them in words.

in this world there are friends who will walk out and will stay.some whom you thought all along was your closest and true friend will in turn disappoint you while some that you kinda ignore or dont really care are actually those who are true friends.the friends that move out of your life just wanna hell of a new kind of life and simply forget about who they were friends with,when actually they are just moving out of your life just because other new friends are replacing them.this is what i think happened to me.and there is more to come.

and i think i love Britney's new album-Circus,the whole chunk,i don't know why but I think i like most of the songs more that those in Blackout.the ones in Circus are just unique music.

i finally was accepted into the orchestra as a flautist and the scores are quite tricky,but well,practice does all that you want in life!

and to Jolyn,i really hope you get a job.and dont get distracted by things.

I will not be regularly posting on my blog coz of busy with work.but maybe most probably one per week.

HAPPY EID UL ADHA to all Muslims in the world.
-it occurs this coming Monday,the 8th.

i just reminisced that the previous hari raya aidilfitri was just before O-levels,in studying mood all that,and now it's so fast that its the next festive occasion.

and Harrods,the hybrid cat is so damn beautiful,the other 2 kitties,are cute enough.fyi,they are Mdm. Rogayah's cats.:)

back to basics!

2008-11-21T08:10:00.000-08:00

WELKOMMEN peeps.

Hey there everybody,my blog has been refurbished as it has a new blogskin today and im all back to blogging!:)The elephantine O-levels has long gone from my mind.Im using flowery words purposely there.Life has changed a lot for me nowadays.From the music industry to now finding job.Friends keep gallivanting and some are really really troublesome for me.Is it really hard to ask you to help me fill in all the songs inside my mp4 and knowing that the mp4 has been lended to you for a month!haish haish...so troublesome and you just wanna test my patience,lols,some people are just so weird!

Anyway,had fun with the FAGGOTY FAGS last tuesday when we went to the ZOO.i think the first ever faggy outing.We also made our first debut of when i grow up.

Yesterday went to continue finding job with Zul(aikha + hilmi)=Double Zul day yesterday and thats so lame Ahmad!IWe applied 6 jobs with two high chances of getting*.
They were BORDERS,Coffeebean,Gramophone,Starbucks,Gelare*,Secret Recipe*.We went from Parkway Parade to Plaza Singapura to Ehub!.

wake up call

2008-09-12T05:21:00.000-07:00

Im up to updating and being active again now...

The "GCE O-LEVEL"(redundant) PRELIM exam has come to its death(personification).Why am I not relieved?the exam was really a madness for me because i had to crack my head and make sure all info diffuse in.nightmare.I think it's a wake up call for me.add math is morbidly sending me to my grave!!!

2 weeks of the fasting month is over and about 2 weeks more to raya.BUt,this year i have no feelings or high spirits for raya coz the big Os have flooded it.Goosh and fagggs luh,O-level is next month and the first written paper is 38 more days!Damn unbelievable!CRANKS!mug hard.

i think at this period of time mugging seems to be a pikachu.i must make it a habit.if im lazy to mug,it will like follow me everywhere i go and force me to mug.the intermolecular forces of O-level is becoming very strong.im such a lamer,lol.

TIREDDDD....

i need to boost myself luh,fagggssss.

im intending to change this kindergarten-like blogskin bt the end of O-levels.it now seems very scary to me because it is ironical.im not going to be that active anymore not until the O ends.

blog here seems to be kind of pedestrian without pictures right?

so I intended to put one pic.

You know Azizi Cullen and Novel Swan?

I found this...

Does this remind you of somebody?...

JOKE of the week!

Do you wonder why males fart louder than females and why females fart with echo???

Answer:It's simply because males have one microphone and two speakers and females have a cave. GET IT?

LAME!

I recommend!:

Please kindly spent a nim of your time browsing videos by Britney Houston at Youtube.Do you know her/him?

She is not Britney ~~Spears~~ + ~~Whitney~~ Houston= Britney Houston okay?She's is a lifetime imitator.

Her videos are mega hilarious,watch all of 'em!Gotta catch 'em all!

coincidence

2008-08-31T14:46:00.000-07:00

COINCIDENCE
Remember that I've said before in the last post that I could not get to meet up the two of my favourite Indon celebrities?Well,Saturday was a coincidence.I was so eager to meet 'em and so as I knew that they would reach S'pore that very Saturday,I went online to check which flights which were possibly the ones they're on.And so came 5 choices and I quickly thought of the probability that which one would be theirs.The first flight arrival was 12.25pm,so ironically I just went to the airport Terminal One,alone,and waited exactly in front of the arrival hall at belt 20.With the thinking that if I really don't get to meet them,I would just continue studying somewhere in the airport.Unexpectedly,while reading Twilight,many people abruptly girded the barricade in front of the exit from the arrival hall and there came one of the artistes.I was in dismay and it was unbelievable that my plan did succeed.I took videos and pictures,but sadly the other artiste would reach S'pore in the evening.Weee...
How Dumb is that?
Know what,apparently,someone demanded me to "f *** off" from his life and at the same time hurl unaccepted vulgarities and to dismay it is someone quite close to me.Wasn't that what I waited for?LOL.Is it wrong to ask that someone to call me after he does a thing whether it is a privacy or what.And to the shock that when I called that someone,that's what he said.(Nvm if any of you readers don't understand but I'm just too confused,frustrated and pissed off by certain ppl in this world).That's what a "bestfriend" does,hurl vulgarities to you not only once but all the time,disagree with you always,opposes you,"masking" in front of you and yada yada.This has been happening to me since the very first day I befriended this special someone,which no other ppl know of and it doesn't look like it just by appearance.Like i said,these bunch of people don't deserve to be entertained and also like what I said,if you hate me,just tell me right into my face and don't continue masking and let me entertain you because it just wastes my sickening time when i could spend it on better things.Well,what I would say is that I'm just feeling happier now:)Well,you just lose one friend,not the rest right?and for that special someone,i really really promise that i'll walk out of his life.Thanks for everything.

P.S.:This is specially to educate you people out there to be careful of your friends around you and please learn from my lesson LOL,mcm act besar gitu.

A best friend is.....
: where you hurl the most of all vulgarities
: where you can take advantage of
: where you can look down on
: the hot topic you can talk about with others
: when tagged,you reply nastily
: your acting studio,where you can mask in front of them
: where your bad mood hangs onto

"Leave the past,plan the future,treasure today..."
-Sheikh:)

Lastly,saya nak ucapkan....
Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa
kepada seluruh umat Islam di dunia...:P

twilight and fags

2008-08-29T20:37:00.000-07:00

hello there.it's been ages since i last updated ~~literally~~ .novel tagged me and became my reminder.i really got nothing to blog about as life becomes pedestrian when mugging drowns it up.okay,where did i stop last time?
For English O-level oral ~~sex~~ exam was fairly fine for me.I was given quite a simple topic.let bygones be bygones.then prelims has started and is stucked because of the holidays which for me isn't the holidays because I have to pull up my socks ~~literally~~.
Currentluy me reading Twilight and I swear it's my type of genre.I love it but studying stops me from reading it so it makes me a slower reader.Can't wait to watch the movie with fags for fag outing.and we really are making a fag outing to watch the movie.
This past week i was mesmerized by a few songs heard;Crush by David Archuleta(I like!),7 things by that idiotic fidget faggot midget maggot mix and match fish slaps Miley Cyrus(I like the video),I like you so Much better when you're naked by Ida Maria i dunno who but the song is funky and stupid and I heard it from 98.7 FM all hits all day.
I'm ironically not in school today(friday the 29th) coz they're celebrating Teachers' Day and ACES day and its donkey fudge a half day.so why go to school when you can study at home or attend to your lackadaisical attitude?and i am also at the same time attacked by somekind of sickness.thought of going back to primary school but my school is now in a boarding school and so there's no point.
I'm just kinda fed up and disappointed for the past two days and for the next two days because I cannot meet my 2 favourite Indonesian Artistes from Indonesia who starred Cinta Fitri.Tickets were sold out thanks to the best damn makciks semangat Singapura(eager beavers/old ladies who just seem to be pariahs).Astaga!diowns and sadness.:[
and I was pissed off by someone yesterday(Thursday) and cooled down by the time I reached home.Urrgghhhh!!!ugly idiotic beavers.
Oh ya,I just want to complain....YOU COMPLAIN!!! that I'm just so damn annoyed by the anal-retentive Springfielders who take a ride on bus no. 8. every morning.and for the first time I'm frustrated by bus no.8.The students were the culprits!They caused me a latecomer and luck came that it was my first time late for the term(actually it was 2nd but the 1st was excused).ROARS!hate them.
the air force will be filling up the air with noise pollution tomorrow onwards.they're nice but its not my special liking.I love airplanes but priority is the commercial planes not those kind that Zhi Xiong and Haziq H. aka Ryan like.Haziq said those were his boyfriends when the planes crash by passed the skies above our school.LOL.LOVE SQ the most.period:)

introducing the fellow faggoty fags..

2008-08-16T21:56:00.000-07:00

Hey there everybody.To the left is a list of names or links,categorised under the Faggoty Faggots Faghag Fags.This fags are people like me and my some recess gang.It consists of 5 lamest lameO lamer friends in the school and the faggot leader is novel coz she introduced the word fag=tiredness.

saturday slacker

2008-08-16T08:59:00.000-07:00

Cumbersome!
I really feel so morbid out and stress headed.Fagsss for it!Prelims start in 2 weeks time and the principal talked to our batch of graduating students to remind us the significance of the Os and reflected on our MT O-level results.I really wanna thak God because I got an A2 for my ML.That was fortunately fortunate!I expected a B3 and aimed for an A1 but received the middle.An A2 is just a gift for me.I really feel sorry for those who did not achieve what they wanted but you guys can and must do it the second time;for those who are retaking=Jia Youssss!Just give the best shot!I also think that spurting out somebody's result aimlessly and unpurposely is a mistake and wrong.

My friends had given their guts out on Friday for their O-level EL oral exam.Their responses pressurized me and made me more morbid.Now,my turn will come this coming Monday the 18th.I just hope its fairly do-able.Distinction yeah!

On Friday night,it was my first ever time eating at the Earle Swensen's,Airport T3.Yums.We went dinner there for our second brother's birthday the next day.The one Mdm. Rogayah told us about and i tell you guys its damn awesome only that i cost a bomb.We had to pay $88 and that's after discount.

newest blogskin and it's nicer

2008-08-08T18:39:00.000-07:00

Peeps.This is my newest blogskin and I chose it because it is nice and colourful.There are colourful airplanes around it.The only thing is that it looks kind of childish and it looks like a design on the wall of a kindergarten.That is why I said 'Fly back to your immaturity.'

O-level EL oral exam is next 2 weeks which is on the 18th.Prelims starts at 25th.O-level starts next 2 months on the 20th of October.fasting month is next month.and I'm far too unprepared for anything.ZOMG!

"Life is like the flower and love is like the honey."
-Victor Hugo(:

Oh ya,I forgot...

HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

blogs are actually anal

2008-08-02T20:25:00.000-07:00

Fagggs luh!!!!I've changed my blogskin;that's done.I've changed everything but the music just didn't want to squeeze in.That's all I could say.edit the rest later.Now is mugging period.maybe the next time I'll blog is after the O-level.just no mood already when the blog caused me problems.
Another thing.Don't act matured or think that you are so matured already when in the eyes of others you're not.There are times to be matured and there are also times to be immatured just like the saying goes:
"Being matured is knowing when and where to be immatured"
and it has come to my anger that some people just wanna act big because he/she has as if done so many things and experienced;like going further in relationships blablabla.
I'll ignore them because they are mask-bearers and can only talk big.
okay that's all,im emotional.

"We make a living by what we get.We make a life by what we give."
-Winston Churchill

"The worst solitude is to be destitute(extremely poor/lack) of sincere friendship."
-Sir Francis Bacon

back from lala land

2008-07-22T11:17:00.000-07:00

Peek-a-Boo!
It's been darn ages long since I last posted an entry on this lame pale blue blog.I wanna change it!Whoa!things had been so amazing and glam? these past few days.Friends have always make your days fun.like the saying goes by my cousin,"Love is the weather being fine everyday..." and this certainly is a jargon guys,it's not LINKING,do you understand,L-I-N-K-I-N-G...faggsss!!!

okay,yesterday,21/07/2008 was Racial ~~riots~~Harmony Day!!!(it sounds mundane to many,trust me,coz WE need to WEAR our traditional costumes.)
being the last in my four years,this year's is damn tiring,"sweaty",and burdened.I zapped racial harmony day into halloween!!!isn't that FUN?!(childish!)but trust me,it's actually fun luh...you can observe the situation being idiotic.(NOT L-I-N-K-I-N-G!)please kindly scrutinize pictures/photos of me being a "ghost" in Ryan's blog,the nearest one luh,I'm not sure of others who also posted my picture...i really looked like the ghost from scooby-doo,or the goblin.

LIFE had been a very stormy one,harsh i mean.I'm changing from triple science to combined science and a pure science.that's fine but the thing is that after i had two talks with the VP,she said that both my Maths are weak and that my Physics is not strongweak luh!....and so my mum found me a tutor to enhance and support my Physics while my second elder brother will teach my double Maths.COW!

Lastly,guess what?
MY BLOG WAS SCANNED!!!by Mdm.Rogayah
and so my grammar has to be perfect and my language has to be flawless.
Thank you.Bye Bye,Bye Bye,Bye Bye.....puerility is mine....LAME rules....FAGGSS!!!!
SWUW!say what you want!

about the saturday tragedy

2008-07-07T13:32:00.000-07:00

Guess what,last Saturday 5 July,i had the first experience of being stuck in a lift/elevator for 1 hour.
Last Saturday,i had a family gathering till about 11pm,then my family and all my relatives went to Mustafa Centre at Serangoon to buy some staffs.it was after midnight.At about 1 am,we decided to head home by stopping by somewhere to refresh ourselves.We went in the lift at the new building.It only requires 13 persons to take the lift but in that lift at that time,there were 12 of us including 2 other chinese guys.we wanted to move to the 4th floor from the 1st floor.As the lift was disastrous,it rose slowly to the 2nd floor and suddenly jerked and jerked and halted between 1st and 2nd floor;1 and a half floor.The lift jammed in between 2 floors and it was high.It was 1.10 when it jammed.As time flies,there were no ventilation and the glass panels were fogged.my uncle kept pressing the alarm button and that lasted for an hour.we kept waving to people(shoppers and sales persons)outside as it is visible through the glass panels.they were all unconcerned with us and looked at us like we're in a cage ,trapped.they were laughing and didnt do anything to help. all of us inside were suffocating and were angry upon Singaporeans such as them who dont have brains.when we were rescued after an hour of no ventilation and chances of what i dont wanna say,my aunt and uncle screamed to the people who laughed at us and called the manager of the mall.we intended to call the press and police and ambulance all came.the salesgirl who laughed at us was fired right at that instance.
I was relieved + angry+unsatisfied aftermath.this was the first experienced being stuck in a lift.
I hope Singaporeans improve.and i also hope that the O-level EL oral exams would ask this kind of question that requires me to tell them my story.

Dear aviationdiaries.blogspot.com readers,my blog will be slacking and unposted because im busy with school and preparation for the Os.So just look out for posts if there is otherwise i'll be updating after the Os.

P.S.:I'm just upset with situations.AND I HATE CHEATERBUGS,IDIOTS AND DUMBHEADS:)

about the saturday tragedy

2008-07-06T22:14:00.001-07:00

jetlag aftermath?

2008-06-24T13:48:00.000-07:00

It seems that im back home and back to blogging.Whoa!It's been a whole lot fun travelling with your relatives.I was also suffering from illnesses here and there.Thanks to my besties who are always supporting me but i really now need more time to rest.Im on MC for 2 days and not going to schoolduh!Holiday was such fun!But now all that has to be put aside and O-levels is the main thing I have to focus on.I have to change now;change my strategies,my behaviour,attitude and so forth.Im going to go home straight and what I need to do now is just study.You know what,actually I should be back in S'pore by Saturday 11pm but was stuck at that country and luckily get back the next morning if not I cant go school the next day.and jetlag is always the case when you're home from holidays,back with the holiday vibes and moods.
yesterday was the first day of school and guess what,whilst I was in semi-illness,i was caught by my teacher along with Haziq because my hair at the back of my head was long.Haziq's fringe was cut too and it was really funny but looked fine afterthat.I was sent to cut.
Then what was really terrible was that this morning I went to really cut my hair and asked the hairdresser to cut my fringe just a little,above the eyebrow but then I found out that he actually cut wrongly and too much.sighs-_-".nevermind.i'll really keep my hair longer than ever after O'levels and rebond the whole thing agaian.now it's up to studying.
PICTURES? oohh,hold on,see first luh eh,im lazy now to put pictures.later on then I'll put.I'll not really be active again in blogging again because I want to ya,you know what right...NO more wasting time and STOP being a procrastinator!:)

Hei Sushi was Saturday,Blasting off is tomorrow!!!(:

2008-06-16T13:32:00.000-07:00

This is the soft shell crab...guess its troublesome eating a usual crab?This one's not...you can just eat the whole thing because everything is soft and crunchy...YUMs!:)

Salmon sushi(it actually has its significant name but I forgot what is it)

This is very ehmm,salty,it bursts in your mouth and you tend to say urgh....:F

Yummy?:P
The MENU...choose,its your choice!If you want it,try and grab it...=lame!:D

Sushi mushi on the conveyor belt(looks like luggage on the conveyor belt at the airport,LOLs)

Yes,that was what I indulged last Saturday...
Last Saturday14th June 2008,my cousins,my brother and I went to the first Japanese Halal restaurant with the big variety of sushi on the conveyor belt at Downtown East.Among all only two of us like eating Jap food.Yums,they were delicious and magnificent.It was my first time eating at a place like that.I think the pictures can do the talking.Go pictures!

After that,we decided to catch a movie at Cathay nearby.To a sad extent,it was sold out and blahs...
so,somehow we planned to go to the Old Changi Hospital which I never ever had gone there before.Woohoo!!!I was excited and full of enthusiasm.But,we didn't enter wholly,we just passed around the hospital area.There's a lane which leads inside but its pitch dark and so we didn't dare enter unless there were other cars.(fyi,we were in my car,no walking,understand?).then,guess what,we had nothing to do and to kill time,we went to the airport T3.We ate at Popeye's and saw this actor with his family(there's no need to know who he is because he is now in low profile).then we strolled but to a lame and weird extent,we ended up in Cheers.There we laughed at certain things which were funny and stuff like that.Then I saw something that reminded me of Haziq aka Ryan.This,

yep,thats all about my Saturday.Sunday was Father's Day right.I designed Dad a colourful card and the rest of us bought him a very class and branded watch because the one he was wearing before was quite dilapidated.Of course it was expensive,it cost $200!and it has a gold plating?

then I went to swim just now and had a funny feeling.saw something disgusting and eewww....(isn't that the same?)just swam one hour because I wasn't really "in" to it.

and guys,don't view my blog after this post because I'm blasting off tomorrow and therefore my blog will not have any post for about one week forward.

Bye blog!Farewell for now!!!!:)

counting on,chop-chop

2008-06-13T07:42:00.000-07:00

what am I doing?just counting on...hmm(:

3 more days!!!
to me going on a vacation man!!!
and I'll get to ride my dearest SQ!!!
Remember,its next Tuesday.

Zulaikha went to Kelantan without a word...
I'm gonna leave a word,BYE!=LAME AHMAD!

P.S.:Dear Ryan,you're so gonna ~~send~~see me go, at the airport.(:
Oh for God's sake,blog,can you please for once obey me?!You have been giving errors.FYI,what this post shows here is not what I really want.Im so gonna change my blogskin soon...

Besties outing to Escape + Thursday the 12th

2008-06-12T08:02:00.000-07:00

Guess what?yesterday[11/06/2008]!,me and my two little Besties-Haziq(Ryan) and Zulaikha(catgirl) went gallivanting again.Yeah,so what?!actually,,,we went to the...Escape Theme Park!Nah!So mundane!
BUT,we're not alone...there came along the two sisters,Mdm. Rogayah's daughters,Fatima and Fadhila!This is then called the more the funnier.They're hilarious!And we finally get to interact properly when we went window shopping at White Sands.Before it was dry as we were shy to gossip with them.And they were gossiping between each other which what I thought they were discussing about the world and politics....LOL,just kidding!They were fun!Funny-looking folks,yeah.Below is a picture of them with me and Haziq.

Then,as per normal,we went there to have fun.After having enough time to complete a round of rides,it was drizzling.so we were instructed to head the exit and was stamped on the hand.It was and invisible stamp/chop whereby you can enter the park again later on and they'll just scan it on your hand using a UV light.

And so we went window shopping at White Sands and ate late lunch,yapz!in the midst of killing the time,we went to various shops like popular where we discussed about our education,and because we were just "pikachu-ing"(tailing) the two sisters,what was unbelievable to us was that they brought us to an arcade!and they had that TAPZ card which arcade gamers should have.I cant believe that!actually Mdm.Rogayah told us before that she doesn't like her children to go out and play arcade...LoL,we were proven.Woah!They were those bunch gag friends...laughing was concerned yesterday...it was damn funny,especially when they played this racing game and Fadhila kept shrieking to her sister.And Fatima played a shooting game.I also realised that they like playing basketball coz they played a kind of basketball game like many times and even invited us to join them.But what was horribly funny was Fatima kept throwing her handbag on the floor as she said it was stupid and troublesome!especially when she was grumping about her mum's exaggeration....LOLLLLs!!!!FUN yeah!I like going out with them.They even wanted to go out with us again...

After that,the three of us headed back to Escape because we didn't want to waste the opportunity.The two sisters went home.Overall,me and Zulaikha rode 5 times on the crazy viking,2 times on the Inverter which was my first try,3 times on a UFO-like ride,5 times on the Rainbow and once in the haunted house + some other rides.It was our luck we cant ride the Panasonic roller coaster and the log ride because they were under maintenance.Why I said only me and Zulaikha because Haziq was ill and dizzy after the viking so he didnt dare to continue but yet he still continued a little after that..Guess what,Haziq passed out/vomit during our 2nd viking ride earlier on...he vomitted near the end...and me and zulaikha were like EEEWWWW!!!!...he passed out a fluid which was gold+yellow[imagine it!] and looked like Kickapoo drink...the fluid stained his t-shirt and blah...it changed its colour from that gold+yellow to light green to dark green.YUCKIES!!!its because he didnt have a meal before going there.yep,thats why...nvm,its a memorable experience for us all and no worries,its your first experience on these kind of demented rides.it was fun though!(:that's all,we ended right at its closing time at 8pm.Yesterday was well done!Enjoyment at its zenith.

Besties outing 080608

2008-06-09T22:20:00.000-07:00

Monday the 9th,and today is the first day of the week and the start of the third week of JUNE holidays.WoW.enough of study pressure for two weeks and I just started enjoying myself and de-stress YESTERDAY,can you believe it?yes i can because an O-level candidate has to study like no other(okay,takder link).the enjoyment section let's put it later.
Today,I went to therapy which I had not attend for the last 6 days and thats terrible.my body still aches.well,than I also went to extend my passport because if not,i cant fly next Tuesday!SQ,here I come!okay and then ate late lunch+dinner=lunner(that's what I call it,my choice!)
KNOCK KNOCK!Did you have fun yesterday?
I really had fun yesterday!the reasons are because:

I finally get to de-stress all my stress I had for the past few weeks or perhaps months...
I get to gallivant with two of my bestfriends
Like what they say,the more doesn't mean to be merrier when you actually get two enjoy yourself with these two fun people
Cracking jokes saved my day and laughter was my best medicine
We made our day yesterday!

Yesterday08/06/08 was a very fun and enjoyable yet fatigue day.The three of us rascals;ME,HAZIQ aka RYAN and ZULAIKHA enjoyed ourselves,gallivanting together and wasting our time travelling from one place to another,met all sorts of people from all walks of life.Money brought did not suit the budget.It was little but we went to three destinations.Our intention was to meet at city hall at 14:15 bbbuuttt....Ryan and Me reached at 14:55 and we it was all because of my terhegeh-hegeh + Ryan came down late.
1st stop:The Esplanade,theatres by the bay
The concert featuring SPARKS! by Fuhua and River Valley Alumni Band(free admission) started at 15:00 and we reached on time actually.The performance was extravagant yet fabulous,but we also played handphone while watching the performance.That was my second time entering Esplanade and watching a show there.Show ended.WARNING:for this kind of outing,camwhoring is compulsory...and so...we camwhored! after that.Muacks!Marvellous Pictures there and I thought I was the ugliest as per normal.Were we hungry? yes we are but the ... then as we passed citylink and blahs,we entered 2 NewUrbanMale shops.
2nd stop:Merlion sightseeing area
we headed to the Merlion area where there's one Big Merlion and a cute one behind it.That was the second time I went there with the first time when I was younger.as per normal,CAMWHORED!...there we found many interesing people....as it was near the Esplanade,we walked along the bridge.I spotted a Malay Madonna.Besides that,Phillipinos and other tourists of minority flooded the place but what attracts my attention the most was the vast amount of Kelings/MaMa(WARNING:this is a very sensitive thing to read about but I have no bad intentions,its a factual recount)so as per normal,most were men and so there were GAYS around....and + the aroma of thosai.The Merlion area is diffused with what I don't wanna mention.SORRY everyone.and Ryan made a fool of himself by posing with two fuggly 'peace' signs at the camera of two Jap tourists who were actually asking him to take a pic of them with the Merlion.then,as we were hungry and walking back to the MRT station,there was a poster on the Esplanade there which was the Kransky Sisters and the pic was uber funny.and I went UUUUHHHHHHH!!!to the ugly looking Nelly Furtado.
3rd stop:Long John at Dhoby Ghaut + Plaza Singapura
At LJS where we ate our late lunch + early dinner,we ordered 3 combo 1s + 3 cheese as i <3> them.Then we made a new friend and Haziq's new bestfriend named Sheila.She's a slightly rotund girl and has a giggly voice.We then went to PS and window shopped.I introduced my friends to a dirty-oriented + something about the birds and the bees shop(rojak!) and it sells all sorts of dirty things.Then we went into this "create your own teddy bear workshop" shop whereby you can choose your own teddy and wear clothes for them.I wanna Koala bear teddy for myself when I've the $$.
4th stop:Changi Airport,T3
we then headed to T3 for dessert as I suggested.we LAUGHED ourselves out there when I made stupid jokes and translate songs esp TOUCH MY BODY in Malay language???!!!LOLXD
then camwhored and viewed airplanes which doesn't seem to be visible to us as it was far from our vision.and HAZIQ,~~tak senonoh luh!!!~~
P.S.next time,Don't ever peek~~LOOK~~ when I'm urinating again okay:) and don't be such a blind copycat next time please

Hols are tight!

2008-05-30T17:02:00.000-07:00

HI!IT"S ME,THE KOALA BOY!:)
Doodles and Boogeys!It has been so long again since I last updated.Life's getting busy yeah.Oh,to sum up the first week of this pathetic June Holidays(fyi,I've never called June Hols pathetic before,as it would always be relaxing and peaceful)...
This is a picture me and my Bestie took yesterday before he went for his "date".Yes,and I hate this picture because my face is horrendous and odious,I sware!My hair was in a mess and my face;stoink!Eeee....this was after the band graduation ceremony.Okay,it was quite poignant too leave the band and meet your juniors for the last time.And receiving a certificate,yes and the juniors were so adorable,although the event wasn't their best they should have given but "it's the thoughts that count",like what haziq likes to say,hehe. yes,then after that I went to meet Ryan to take back my mp4 and my umbrella which I forgot to take back.THanks ehk bestie for taking the effort to insert those music videos into my mp4:)I know you're jealous while doing that,LOL.i enjoy viewing them,hehe.

I've been busy last week,with lessons and all sorts of stuff,and MT O-levels last Monday.I'm gonna be much busier as I need to concentrate on my studies and rarely visit my blog.Just leave a tag is okay.Oh yes,and I discovered this therapy thingy,introduced by my parents and I've attended 2 sessions.For 15 sessions its free unless if you wanna continue,its $53 for 15 more sessions.Its good,it minimise any illnesses you have including cancer and for asthma suffering people,you'll get them extinct if you go for this,evidence prove it.yes,I tell you its good,its at Bugis and if anything you want to know more about it,leave a tag and I'll entertain you.Spammers get lost!

Then that Friday,Im supposed to go for my 3rd therapy session but instead I went to accompany Ryan to PP becoz he wanted to buy tanks for him and his friend.and here's a picture that I think Ryan looks funny,and I'll get a scolding for this.

But now,see the difference when Jacki strikes,sorry.

Hahahah,that's very funny!

MT Os

2008-05-22T01:00:00.000-07:00

Ouuuh,MT O-levels is next Monday and its the first day of the June holidays!I need to gat A2 for it,please!!!Mugging hard now and things are getting better as I start to have the feel of studying hard again.At least there's an improvement on my results,received the report book tday.Failed 4,passed 4.and the passed subjects were 2 C6 and 2 B4.at least i improved okay...

Mother Tongue Os!

And what was more depressing and sad was that David Archuleta didn't get the crown for American Idol!shit,he is damn good but I guess votes were more important then.

Yey!i'm going to ride my dearest SQ the last week of the hols.,yep going for a 5 day vacation to destress...

depressed?

2008-05-19T01:00:00.000-07:00

Turning Different I guess?

Okay,my life is thumped by certain problems that are strange,inexplicable and such.Why do problems always matter on small matters,misperceptions and weird attitudes?Why in this world should exist weird and strange people,that you thought for the whole while was a good person but then turns to be the direct opposite.Life is like that isn't it.Too bad my bestfriend came from that species.I just don't want to make matters worst and don't want to fuss around here and I don't like to colour my blog dull with this kind of unpleasant entries.Sigh!Life is weird.When you have a friend and you spent most of your time with him/her,finally you found out that it wasn't your true friend,maybe because of certain small matters that bring their trueself out or maybe you did something wrong in your friends' eyes.But how could a best friend backstab you.I know that I also am a big mouth but once promise,it shouldn't be broken.

For me,my friend has changed a lot.Maybe it is because I do not know him/her before this,maybe he/her is like this originally.I'm just disappointed with the situation now.

A friend ashamed of his/her bestfriend?That isn't even called a friendship.That's all I have to say.

Gems and jewels are very rare and priceless resources found on Earth,but the most rare,wonderful, priceless and precious gems and jewels are friends.So,what more are bestfriends?Does one wants to lose them just like that?

vengeance

2008-05-16T20:00:00.000-07:00

The world is so weird and inexplicable.Sometimes you encounter people who are lame and freakingly irritating like me,or even people who wear masks(pretend) and preferred by lots of people for being good and always betray/backstab their friends.But,there are still those out there who have a listening ear and understands people's misunderstanding and such.But,those masks bearer always thinks that that irritant is jealous.
FYI,i really HATE to the core
people who wear 'masks' and likes to act big,and it's very irritating when that person which you always lend a hand to and whom you always care for as a friend.(I just don't want to use the word "bestfriend" because it's a very strong word)
I know myself that I'm an irritant,lame,and also wears a mask;as everyone does it,but I just hate it when these people you always helped throws eveything back at you and is stingy when it comes to you,only you.yes,you cannot avoid these stingy people but you just need to feel the pain behind it.Some people understand that they're human beings with feelings,but some of them didn't understand that others are like them too.Mistakes are mistakes and it you need time to improve.
Actually I'm the one who is at fault,but everytime I make a mistake,it wasn't forgiven for a very long time but when any other person makes a mistake,I tend to easily forgive them but only if it didn't hurt me that much.But whatever I did,I always apologise.
But,this person whom I know of,has no shame and lies everything to others.Although I was at fault,it was easy to understand,like I said I was irritating.
But,my anger and "fed up" have been tightly hold on to me that I keep it to myself,but last Thursday was the dead end.I'm so damn hurt,angry and crestfallen by someone's misconduct.
I always hate it when it comes to friends or bestfriends,only some of them.I hate it when a ~~bestfriend~~ friend talks things that are hurtful to another friend,in front of you.I hate it when a friend doesn't treat you as a bestfriend.I hate it when you sacrifice and help that friend of yours and then you get everything back slammed on you.I hate a friend who doesn't understand.I hate it when someone calls you a friend but has something else inside his heart;these are not your true friends.

That is what i get previously.I'm utterly disgusted and annoyed by some people.I'm really disappointed by what these people did to me;stepped on me.But it is sad to say,after I knew everything,the true self of this"bestfriend",it makes me certain that the friendship is not a true one...
I cannot do anything better but just to drift away,as these people do not deserve to be my ~~bestfriend~~ friend and I don't deserve to be their friend because maybe I am different that what they want.I'm full of faults and mistakes.I'm very hurtful,crestfallen and disappointed;speechless.I hope this person doesn't need to call me a friend anymore beause I don't want to be one.And this person is neither a bestfriend/close friend nor a friend before,this person is just a liar.

I just don't like to talk about this but it has reach a level that I can't stand anymore,this is life.I'm sorry,but goodbye.

get Motivated ahmad!

2008-05-10T23:00:00.000-07:00

one week had passed swiftly,and I'm motivated,slightly.REsults WERE termendous like i said.last week,for Wednesday to Friday,there was no curriculum time.we had a motivational workshop from 8am-9pm,ran by AKLTG(adam khoo learning technologies group).at first,i expected it to be mundane and uneffective,but i was wrong.it did motivate me a snag.the session taught me to be myself,there independant,know who the two wonderful people are and how to study smart.this may push me toward my goals and it's up to me to craft my future.no more time to waste ahamd,and procrastinating is NOT for me!on the last day of the thing,the closing sceremony,was warmth and melancholic,as i observed my friends and level mates cried in front of everybody and their parents,just to admit their faults and apologise to what they did wrong and for those who rarely hug and kiss their parents,that was their luck.I did not went up becaus emy parents weren't there and because my bonds with my family was fairly well.we bond every now and then.i think i got to disappear now,bye!

results were disastrous!

2008-05-05T23:19:00.000-07:00

The only word that i can describe my results for the first few subjects released just now was

UTTERLY SICKENING AND DISASTROUS!!!

I don't want to let anybody reading this know my marks but it's a failure!
Nevermind,there is still time to buck up and wake up!
Failure leads to success at a later time...
Procrastinating is a thief of time!

oh,and just now there was a fight in my class and it's utterly hilarious!the source of the fight was kinda undescribable,LOL...so funny sia...

Okay,that's all folks!I'm slacking you see,so do not disturb me anymore:/->tkder link ehk...

Its been so long...

2008-05-04T12:18:00.000-07:00

BOO!

Hello there!Welcome me back.It has been damn long ever since I last updated this arid blog of mine.So damn long rite.and I always dropped by my tagboard.Okay,okay,MYE has ended disastrously and results will fluctuate.Like whoa whoa!

This few days had been slacking because its after exams but I know that Im dead when results are released and so on.I kept gallivanting and didn't know what to do.Many things happened when I was away(away from blogging).And MT O-levels is like in THREE WEEKS TIME!

Im now like ON to MJ12 because i easily get addicted to it.Oh ya,after one week of watching and LCD HD tv,I realised it has only slight difference than a normal tv but only that its flat.

Went to swimming last Friday with RYAN and at that night I was oober restless,fatigue and drowsy that i didnt hear MJ12 and didnt pray.tsktsktsk...

actually there's much things to say but i forgot most of it because things happened far so long ago.Now you reader's will observe that I will rarely blog because I need to dive onto books and revision and O-levels is like how many months away and I really need HELP!

and yes,the new blogskin is damn nice,it resemble a flight of aviation...I loike it!this proves the tagger previously who thought he was the fattest person on Earth but instead he labelled me that:okay,takder link and tak perlu ehk...

and this few days me and ryan keep laughing about the song NONGKRONG! and take a bow especially when it comes to the "please"...

okay,to wrap up,Im going to display a picture i took with Ryan bestie:)

LOL

05.04.08 teary eyes

2008-04-05T23:55:00.000-07:00

A warm welcome to my new blogskin.It's back to blogging but this is the last time I'm blogging until after the Mid Year Exams.Okay a wholly fine of a week,nothing better happening.This week seemed well done.Good Mood of a kind.I got a new ~~necklace~~ something ,an accesories on my neck having an 'A' which substitutes my name.Bought it at CS yesterday when I was gallivanting with Ryan after school.and Im totally jealous by your newly designed fringe haziq!just don't want to mention the makeover.nevermind,my turn is next year.and yesterday had fun at English Night Class,laughing and enjoying.okay,back to books and stuff.mid year's next 3 weeks and i have to turn my attention to my books and lessons and revisions and whats not.i'll be away from my blog until after 5th May,unless for certain drop-by.exams are prior and Im stressed up for O's!just thinking how many more time Im left to survive for O's.okay,Im sure today's entry is oober mundane and monotonous.Im just vomitting out what I can.just adapt to it!oh yah,and NAPFA test is the next suffering for me,its next friday and im like forcing myself to exercise and im just feeling like digging my fats out and having my own liposuction...oh how iri am i to see flat ppl who are paradox to me.im demented over things.and this coming Monday is MYE's EL oral and im like uncomfortable for the picture discussion and normal discussion...okay next week's just another week...YOU NINCOMPOOP!

nincompoop and nothing else!

2008-03-28T23:50:00.000-07:00

I'm presently feeling lugubrious and depressed...so please,anyone,don't disturb me and I'm going to be away from my blog for a moment...just sorting out weird and problematic things in my head...
today is damn no good for me;it ain't good at all...and im like so crestfallen,lethargic;damn tired,undescribable matters having a war in my mind and im a NINCOMPOOP.(FYI)this is my new favourite word just to replace the previous one which was flabbergasted as SOMEbody stole it from me>lame...and so ~~FLABBERGASTED~~ .
but actually how flabbergasted am I,and lugubrious today...i just don't understand how certain matters works...and why some ppl are like that....
i have enough of you and its an end .
-certain things are inexplicable...and i need a time to move on,get on with life and be a better person.
FRIENDS ARE LIKE JEWELS TO YOU AND TO YOU THEY ARE PRICELESS,BUT WHEN YOU LOOSE THESE JEWELS,IT'S LIKE YOU LOOSE ALL YOUR WEALTH AND THEREFORE IT IS HARDER TO GET THIS JEWELS BECAUSE THEY ARE RARE.........

19th march

2008-03-19T21:10:00.000-07:00

Well,today is such a terrible day but its better than yesterday.okay,wrap up...
MONDAY
Had PE in the morning,we played lame games and it was utterly mundane.and I like just recovered from my illness,just recovered only that cough is still around.Holidays assignments unfinished.and it was so arid,dry and I felt like dying.Biology test was postponed.
TUESDAY
Oh ya.I was suffered with little ulcers on my tongue,many of them and pain on the bottom of my mouth;it was annoying nd imagine + the warm weather,argh!and I was begging for water,it hurts enough.and Ryan,was absent because he had high fever.I went to visit him before the MT remedial and after Happy toilet before Geography...Haziq,you really look sickly and resemble your ~~grandpa~~ ,just kidding luh!Get well soon kay!Oh and yesterday was super oober lethargic luh babes...went home from the Geography night class,reached home about 9.30pm,did homework while dozing off,and I decided to have a nap for while and happened to wake up having migraine,sleepiness and fatigue so I slept until about 5 am,then I did my Chemistry revision.and hair was in a mess!
TODAY
~~Early morning,I woke up and I knock,knock,knock on the door...~~ Lame!)There's CHEMISTRY test this afternoon!!!(I went shouting in my head)and I haven't studied!and so the day went on and with that irritating ulcers,I was feeling so damned!haziq wasn't in school again and I its also better uh so I can't be garrulous and irritate myself with that ulcers again...I kinda talk less for these 2 days,and homework piling,my head in dreamland and chemistry was a punch on my face!watched Gandhi,the last part during EL today and it ended sadly...and now woke up with a new friend of mine,the sorethroat!thanks to all the lameness in this world and I am going haywire.urgh...

sickly weird...

2008-03-15T20:52:00.000-07:00

It's been quite long since I updated my blog.Actually I already updated it on Thursday nite but because of computer jam and unsaved post,Thursday's entry was depleted!All thankx to the irritating computer + lagging internet.& because of that also I cant do the LEAD assignment.damn it!

The holidays is coming to an end=it's expected...had lessons for the first three days.On thursday went gallivanting with Ryan,and yesterday went out with my relatives.And now Im home,sickly ill...shivering here and there...and this coming Monday,I have to fae 2 tests;Physcs and Biology!urrgghh!!!

Oh yar,and Haziq.aka.Ryan,cheerup okay,no don't mpe anymore.I Kno you are sad facing a problem of losing someone which is also concerning me.I really feel sorry for you...don't wory,I'll always be there on your side to support and help you BESTIE!

I just hate my brother sometimes!!!

2008-03-11T21:01:00.000-07:00

Arrrggghhhhhh!!!!!I just hate my brother sometimes!!!!he is damn irritating luhs!!!I just want to use the lappie for a while;half an hour also cannot,and it's because of that lagging computer!He is damn irritating can?!Not one,but both,only that the eldest is worser.sINCE i was small its been like that and I m kinda used to it...he has no sense of respect towards his siblings and very2 egoistic luh!when it comes to me,there will always be quarreling there and in the end Im always the one who gets a scolding from my mum...and right now his threatening me with my wallet,thinking Im scared if he keep my wallet to his hands.
Just now after lessons,went to the airport to send my relatives who were going to Egypt for some religious reasongs,then went to terminal 3 for dinner and back home .Ate at POPEYE's and the cheapest meal was $5.95!The whole day was raining and pouring cats and dogs!Okay,that's all I think...and that's how a hard life is having an immature brother...

sunday

2008-03-09T19:51:00.000-07:00

went to SUNTERTAINMENT just now and it was all raining!well,the fun fair was fine but I was really tired so went there for a while.
Yesterday was the last day of band and i have stepped down.Its quite crestfalling because you have to leave something that has been stucked to you for 3 years.When there is no more band,I will for sure feel that something is missing...but for now,something is precisely more important,no more band but i have to face the O' LEVELS!!!Wake up Ahmad!you have little time!
and yesterday when to haziQ's house to clarify certain things and misunderstandings...so ,maybe i should think twice before doing something next time...and precisely I must become more matured luh ehk...
Okay,this week/March holidays is no holiday for me because i will be extremely busy and my time will be packed up with things to prepare for O's;lessons and also going out.nevermind,let these few months be filled up with studying as long as I can get good grades for the major exams and definitely get to the JC i want...STRIVE AHMAD!

damn it!

2008-03-07T23:26:00.000-08:00

you made my mood change!to whoever....just don't want to clarify here,im just simply flabbergasted and angry upon ur attitude and actions!you cant lie to enjoy life,and tats actually for me to luh...heart-wrenching;crestfallen...~~damn~~ you! i really hate you sometimes,just thinking of letting go a "bestfriend"(as if),but luckily i let out my feelings towards iraBestie...thanks ehk:)
i also know,admitting that i also have many mistakes and things that hurt your feelings,but i am just sorry,because i am also a human being...but bestfriends are just forever,only that i am angry...and don't want our friendship to break apart...
don't mess up with me too much/taking for granted is no happiness!and jokes dont cure wounds in ur feelings...fyi,its not too late to apologize,but apologies are mostly unacceptable,pending....if friends are real friends,you should really treat them as proper friends because they are your cushion,but bestfriends are obviously where you always find fault with,quarrel with and even a shoulder for you to cry on...but this is obviously different....

-kacang lupakan kulit

results that made me mopey

2008-03-06T23:00:00.000-08:00

THE RED BOOK!

Received the red book;report book today...and results was tremendous!It's extremely apalling and disgusting...results made me mopey...only improved on MT,from B3 to A2...the rest dropped down the drain...never before happened in Ahmad's history,to fail 5 subjects upon 8...at least i failed at least one subject in my previous years but this,!ish ish ish...nevermind,it's only Term One but its already too late so Ahmad,YOU MUST WAKE UP AND PULL UP YOUR NASTY SOCKS OKAY!soar high and just be patient for the next few months can?just to get 8 why cannot?can rite!

yes ,

If They CAN DO IT,why can't I?so,I CAN DO IT!

stepping DOWN...

2008-03-04T16:47:00.000-08:00

pasT has now become presenT...

froM banD to secTion...

it's been 3 years going to 4 that im in band and now,i am already ~~STEPPING~~ ~~DOWN~~!years flew so fast ,from a tiny little Ahmad to a small Ahmad...and still my face look ~~idiotic~~!i hope i can spend more time with the band and perhaps the section,to laugh our asses out together,go outing together(although i rarely go),play "24 hours" together in the one and only AVA room,and arguments all along...although there's hardships and difficulties when im in the band,still,it feels that it is my second family...because balik balik pegi band(by hook or by crook,you still end up going to band)...and it results in being band a routine for me...

being in a wonderful section;TRUMPETs,although we these days are named the weakest,at least we improved from being nothing,it id fun being in this section even though there are misunderstandings and such,but real best/close friends are friends that really quarrel and argue between each other...and its been years of spending my time with the band....and therefore i would leave this entry with a sad and reluctant heart,but as time goes by,i will step down...:((sumpah takder link=no link!)

syiok!this week's the best!

2008-03-02T00:29:00.000-08:00

It's been very long since I've updated my blueish blog and it seems deadly...below are the entries on this week's report...

MONDAY=)Yep,I've updated on it below on the earlier entry...as i said,the phototaking was fine only that i dislike my irritating and ~~idiotickuku~~ messy wavy hair which didn't look good in pictures...and i really looked BLUR when my face turned out like ~~WHAT!~~...
TUESDAY=)School was perfectly and fatiguely norm.Had ~~irritating toilet thingy~~
HAPPY TOILET in the afternoon...i was drowned with sweat;ran here and there catching haziQ who snatched my handphone instantly and we ~~played~~ ran here and there from the 4th floor of Block C to the 2nd and some other areas...the later at night had Humanities lesson which was from 6.30pm-8.30pm...below are pictures we camwhored but not all because...the others are not for display...

WEDNESDAY=)School was norm.haziQ was mopey all the way because he had some personal problems and i was bored by the situation that he won't talk...had band practice,not much to say...
THURSDAY=)Had an excursion after school.History students went to the museum while the Geography students + sec fives went to the Career Exhibition at SUNTEC.the seminar was supposed to be meaningful,which it was only that it made me wanna sleep.then haziQ and me went around perusing the exhibits...which were loads luhh...then we met a new friend from M'sia,she was friendly though and her name:Syahirah and she said to us like this"Kami terima university grauduates lah and even 16 tahun boleh masuk...sekarang,pada masa ni,kita ada pilots from Sri Lanka,Mid.East,and kita ada 3 Singaporeans luh..."me n haziQ kept an eye contact on this sympathetic young M'sian lady wearing a white tudung with a scar on her forehead and i told haziQ that on her mind she mind be thinking like this"mungkin dorand ni tgk luka aku ni kot?" and we went laughing our asses out after that...the irony is that we kept ending up passing by that booth with Syahirah there...and had candy floss which was for free...then we had to carry bags that were loaded with brochures and such and free LIME and ELLE magazines!it was quite fun though!below is a pic of us at the seminar..

FRIDAY=)School,NORM!than what was annoying was that there was CCA phototaking in the afternoon(4.30pm),and had to bring band uniform to school just for that period of time...~~IRRITATING!~~ what was more irritating was that as a ~~shorty~~,I had to be in line with all the other shorties which was made up of mostly the juniors...and had to stand on the 2nd row...and it was UHH!...when seeing the excos sitting on the first row,happily when they think they were good enough!sorry luh ehh,NO!nak act mane punye besar konon!these are one of the reasons that made me repel from Band!seriously,the phototaking made my mood go wild and pissed off luh ehh...then at night had ENGLIGH lesson!went to haziQ's and he was really wanting to wear his NUM sleeveless shirt...don't worry luh ehh,you'll get a NUM bag when the time is right!:)...and Mdm. Rogayah was so adorable... oh ya,and i just LOVE using a straightener for my fringe!thanks loads haziQ!

SATURDAY=)had band in the morning...and lepak then...usual!

candids(c)

2008-02-25T23:37:00.000-08:00

this is the balance airshow pictures that i promised,from my digi cam though...
happy seeing it....not much to say for this pictures do the talking...I just LOVE A380!
~~that idiotic~~ ~~printer just recovered from its spoilness,when i can actually repair it myself that day and it now abruptly printed the airshow tickets with colour summore...~~DAMN!~~~~
i'm just annoyed by the ~~bastardized ~~bloody fool virus pop-ups luh!!!~~~~

this is just a taste of the pictures i had in my digi cam when i went to Morocco last December...which didn't exist in my hp...notice the first few pictures...the food was taken from Emirates airlines food,and the wing is from Emirates aircraft(notice the smoky abstract which appeared from nowhere=cool!),the snowy mountains taken from up on the plane...

it was class photo taking earlier in school just now and this was the last one for us...after the photo shoots,we took our own pictures with our balloons and name posters...my faces all looked rather boring and mundane though,i don't know why?-~~IDIOTIC!~~

Asia's Largest Aerospace Event

2008-02-24T22:06:00.000-08:00

SINGAPORE

AIRSHOW

19-24 Feb 2008

I went to the SINGAPORE AIRSHOW 2008 just now!it's the Asia's Largest Aerospace Event...and today was the last day for the exhibition...the place was near to Changi Airport but far from the shuttle bus terminal which was at Pasir Ris Mrt station there...the queue was extremely tremendous!but don't care,if you really want to go there,put the queues aside...went there to see my dearest:A380!and my dream came true...i get to walk under it and take a full view at its bulkiness...wow,so sleek!in tv was different than you see it in reality....there's the feeling,but no worries,i'll still get to ride on it when in the near future,insyaallah...and wanted to go there with Haziq but he was reluctant and irritatingly refused to go with me because he wanted to have his own and private time enjoying the thing,and obviously because i would be irritating if we were meant to go together(because i will boast around saying that i know all about this aviation thingy),and precisely i made him irritated just now,but then,we finally saw each other when queing back home,and he looked he was pissed off...hehe,im what i am,the irritating and intrinsive one,but nevermind,i also enjoyed going alone as long as i still get to meet my dearest fellows:the A380,Boeing,Airbus,SIA,and other aviation stuffs,most of the companies like Goodrich,Lufthansa Technik and many more were familiar to me as i get to see them everytime i travel and whenever it concerns... when i reached the footground,the A380 made me like a schizo and i went like an idiot taking pictures of it and only took a picture of it flying because it seemed so small and didn't really like it though...the other airplanes were okay,quite interested too but my main interest is of course passenger aircrafts....im just irritated by the thousands and thousands of human beings crowding around everywhere and for heaven's sake,some annoying people especially old people and some crazy kids who went there for the sake of coming when they paid $20 and went there to just sit around having picnic in the exhibition hall=jam!okay,i think that's all for now,my tired legs are crying and my toes are laughing!here are several pictures that will do the explanations,fyi,this pictures are from my hp,many more which are from my camera will be displayed in the next entry:)

forlorn=dejected...

2008-02-21T19:38:00.000-08:00

Right now,i feel...

pissed off disappointed fed up irritated crazy lethargic bullied unapt insipid

pandemonium hysterical forlorn dead-panned taunted depressed upset frustrated

i am now,currently upset of the conditions...although being a finicky person,i would want everything to be perfect,but its too sad that the affinity with him is terrible and that it was elusive.he wasn't really truthful to be what a friend should be,and didn't perform qualities that a bestfriend or friend should display towards another bestfriend.A friend should help another when he/she is in trouble or have problems,and take him/her prior...but,its too sad for me to express this in my blog which is a public resource,so i'll just make things simple....a friend shouldn't gossip bad things behind the scenes...all this fake acts that made itself obvious,and the truth would come out...jealousy it is that make chaos among each other...you have other friends that you really care of,that you are much closer with,compared to me...you have your originality and i have mine...you can make fun of me and i can make fun of you,we can laugh our throats out and have fun together but the truth is the truth...let all the memories rest in peace...let all the pictures be in your album...but finally i would just say that i have to drift apart from you,and worst comes to worst,our affinity/friendship would just die off like that and i would be left out with just one bestfriend...
this makes me ashamed but i do not know how to deliver the message,please consider...
YES!I'VE bOUGHT THE AIRSHOW TICKETS ALREADY!!!

obsessed?

2008-02-20T20:56:00.000-08:00

wednesday is always being quite long...and today for english we watched a movie,named born free...then had band as usual,then i was introduced something that attracts me...the orkestra melayu singapura...because Jannah is auditioning for it and so i asked her about the orchestra all that and she said that maimunah is in that orchestra and so it some how triggered my mind and i feel like joining it too,but not at this moment luh,maybe next year after the o-levels,sure!being a flautist in it,but i must prepare well for the auditions larhs...then tonight i went to visit the website and happened to find out that this orchestra does go overseas and they have travelled to places like netherlands,HK,Japan and so on...yes,i confirm that i want to join it right after Os,and it's free!whoah...

another thing that pulls me out from my focus is the Singapore Airshow that i wanna go...i want to meet my dearest A380 although my second brother and father had seen+experience it for so many times because they are airport staff...only that there's a snag problem that really made me mad,pissed off and made me feel like a schizo just now...(schizo seems false actually)...but whatever it is,by hook or by crook,whether with somebody or alone,i'll still go to that hub...and just a reminder to whoever that suits this warning,but i may get overboard,so don't take it too hard though...
I (dislike) big fat/cripply slim liars!
fake friends!
unrecognised promises!
misguided accusations!
"smart" Alex...
canon-like remarks...
those who don't appreciate...
(based not only on one situation though)
and originality may sometimes be boring so you need to improvise it,and copying people's originality is wrong...but if someone accused you copied him,look who's talking...the pot calling the kettle black;do not say other people when you yourself are in the wrong:::
and finally,it hurts...

miscellaneous...

2008-02-18T17:02:00.000-08:00

irritating larhs!!

noisy!

B00!

Actually i do not have much things to say...this is miscellaneous.A pasar malam just opened since the past three days and it was damn irritatingly noisy around the vicinity...with all the noisy and annoying little kids/toyols jumping around on the "inflatable thingy" and shout their hell out noisily when riding rides...its bkeep repeating...but this is once in a while so its quite fine larhs...at least not too deadly silent around here....last Friday night went to the movies with my brothers to watch JUMPER and it was really good although the ending was quite weird...fantastic!i like the main cast because he suits the character... today school was per normal only that PE destroyed my morning because i really hate touch rugby or rather sports!im a more relaxed person and not sporty,thats why im ehemmm...okay thats all...

view of the irritating pasar malam from my house window=noise pollution!

finally sixteen...

2008-02-15T22:43:00.000-08:00

fourteenfebruary2008

..Picturesque..

Bestfriends;

Bestfriends are forever...

!AHMAD . IRA . HAZIQ! <3

(:love you guys...thanks<3

F.A.M.I.L.Y; +FOOD +ME

pRESENTS(just some of it...)

Yesterday was my BIRTHDAY!and finally Im 16!okay,had fun yesterday...

IN SCHOOL;first thing in the mornig had like 10 SMSes from people wishing me "happy birthday" and thanks a lot to them...as you know,February babies ar a lot...and kinda consecutive (as in related to me),my uncle was one day before which was 13th,Zul was 12th,my baby cousin this 17th etc...during Physics,t whole mob of mad 4D pupils sang me a Birthday song and claps,then Mr.Lau said that after they sang to me,anyone can go hug or kiss me...suddenly,something disgusting happened...Hazim approached from behind me and he hugged me+ a kiss? on the cheeks =double utterly digusting and eeee....then Haziq kept teasing me...then Bestie Ira gave me that,the first picture on the pRESENTS section,pink-wrapped gift as well as a card,scroll down to see what it is...the second pic on the same section is a star-shaped chocolate cake from Bestie Haziq ,and the third one is from AngYinJie;junior...which is as you can see it's a Belgian chocolate box...and people kept wishing me Happy B'dae wishes as i passed by some of them...

OUT OF SCHOOL;went out with my dearest family(without my eldest bro because was schooling) to Ramen Ten,as i demanded long before that because i LOVE Japanese food...it was quite delicate/delicious;i ate a cold Bento+salmon set...then i went to survey something at TM + CS alone...wen window-shopping until about 8pm.Accompanied Haziq after his piano lesson at about 9pm and after;coincidently,we wore the t-shirt Ira gave him from his last birthday and i wore mine which was given by Ira earlier on...reached home at about 10.30pm...

fifteenfebruary2008

Today is a perfect day again,had classes as usual,in school...Haziq was being insane in Humanities period and "THANKS" uh ehk for spoiling my memorable keychain/souvenir on my pencil case!then after school,went out with my second brother,he wanted to buy me something,but being finicky,i decide to buy it later at Bugis...and at night going to the movies....:)thanks everyone for producing a good day yesterday for me...

14021992-14022008 s sixteen years...

2008-02-13T19:23:00.000-08:00

14.02.1992 - 14.02.2008

and i'm 16!(sixteen)

Tomorrow is my BIG day!It's my...

!Birthday!

"Life is like drawing without an eraser,and my drawing board is 16 years of age"

Happy alentin's day!!!

"Happy Valentine's Day!!!"

-14 February

misguided?

2008-02-10T19:39:00.000-08:00

Hey,this is to whoever it is,you should know...listen up very carefully!
I've had enough of all this and it's certainly ain't a problem for me because i've made many people PISSED OFF,BUT if YOU wanna know,you are the one who made the blunder out of yourself...Ya ,i certainly know I like to force people,but it is only when i really want to.and,precisely i like to joke around and especially tease/irritate people,but SOMETIMES people like to take it seriously?and very seriously i mean...yes,i can sometimes be childish or immature but i wouldn't let anyone to act me like a piece of shit just because you are "popular"(notice the aprostrophes) or even what,and this is inequivalent to jealousy.its just because you don't own me,no one does.and why did you use the word MISGUIDED?when it simply means idiotic.just use the word IDIOTIC luh if you're "really" brave.because do i really care?!and one more thing,to whoever you are...so what if you love your family so much?if i were you,i would answer you're fortunate or you're lucky(not to make your friend proud or what)because you know what,everybody these days have families that are very hard to cope with...and without your family,you wouldn't be here right now,enjoying life,being whoever you are,going out with your friends or blahblah...even if your mother is as crazy or what you wanna say,just think first ,who gave birth to you and would you be alive if it wasn't for your mother/father?because i've experienced that too,even worst...unless your mother is a criminal or as evil,but worst comes to worst she is still your mother....and family is your support besides your friend,i would still say i love my family....and it is priority!wadeva you wanna say,or even hate me,i wouldn't care anymore!because i wasn't your friend/best friend before,or not even your friend....or wadeva you think i was...and for that racoon,if it wasn't me who took his picture/gave his picture to you,you wouldn't have it at your hands...and like i said you took it so seriously,and it was really hard waiting for your response/reply these few days just because of some deadly issues,you should just say it right to my face or inform me...i guess this is the last thing i'm gonna say,and that's it!hope this could be a lesson to all of you!thank you,goodbye:)

CNY at the beach...

2008-02-08T16:13:00.000-08:00

CNY at the beach?

Bafadhal Family Picnic...

Yesterday was the first day of CNY rite?and so me,my family and relatives,all went to the seaside at Changi for a picnic!and it was damn FUN larhs...also damn lethargic...and for as long as we sat at the seaside,wind kept blowing "profusely" and non-stop;so syiok!besides that,just a few kilometers away is the airport and our beachsite is exactly in front of the runway-N1.SIAs and other airlines kept flying above us and as an aviation lover,i kept trying to take pics of it but always forgot because i was busy.the aircrafts were jst how many feet above us,and i kept remembering when i was up on the plane looking down at Singapore before landing and seeing all those people having picnic below at the beaches.the airport tower was near too.at the beach,we all played games and such,won prizes in lucky draw and played charade...and guess what,i received a $100 Takashimaya vouchers as my birthday gift, contributed by all my cousins whom forked out money for it.(we all decided when someone's birthday is coming we would all fork out some of our money to buy something and a birthday cake).i also get to eat a birthday cake given by them from secret recipe which was extremely delicious,mouth-watering and extravagant!a chocolate fudge+banana birthday cake which was an XL size.

it was damn wonderful.food were loads,about 20 people were there and we took pics together...the colour code was red and so you can see me in red along with my cousins.enjoy the pics.

Me!Before going to the picnic...

There...

this is what they gave me...

My cute little nephew

(from left to right)me and my 2nd brother,me and my cousin,my siblings+our cousins[this is only 2 of my cousins,others are girls and not in pic]

After the picnic,we went home for a while and then went out again to meet up at my cousin's place...and it was damn tiring.i was flat out at home.and today,had nothing to do,no outings and such...oh ya,these few days i had been hearing Misteri Jam 12 at Ria FM with my brother and the ghost stories were quite scary and most sounded true luh.i love ghost stories.and of course aviation.

lastly,i want to say thank you to all my cousins for the contribution and also my family and relatives...love them lots;without a family,YOU will be in solitary...

speechless...

2008-02-06T16:39:00.000-08:00

it's time to de-stress a while...

it was CNY celebrations just now and so school was half-day.

went to buy bubble tea with haziq and headed to go somewhere.

4 days of holidays is reasonable but it's not enough.

yesterday had double maths retest.

going picnic tomorrow with my family and relatives.

hate betrayers,people who are unreasonable,choosy and finicky:

MAMMOTH TASK!SUCH A NOSEY-PARKER!

...emotionless;apathetic...wait,whole on,

"next week" is my BIRTHDAY!!!

it falls on thursday the 14th Feb and it is the sweetest date for one's birthday

remember,8 MORE DAYS TO GO!

and i'm 16 years!

I AM 15 GOING ON 16,I KNOW I AM ...(ya noe that song from the sound of music?)

okay,what are my new age resolutions;wants/wonts:

a new behaviour

a new attitude

upgrade

get what i want

8 for Os...

be a laughing machine which cracks good jokes;non-lameness

ahmad,don't be LAME!

relax and enjoy school life

be more or less irritating...

dashing and splendid sixteen

grow up more?

new image?

NEW ME!

buy me something for my birthday okay...:)

fyi,blue and purple is my favourite colour...

okeh,best,okeh bye!

a total inconvenience..

2008-02-01T21:53:00.000-08:00

i had a total inconvenience in school today;a rather utterly miserable day!the whole day i was irritated by this allergy of mine that caused me flu and teary eyes...and teary eyes result me in not wearing contact lens comfortably...i hate it!but i know this is something to let me realise what i have done wrong and not for all these years...(sumpah tkde link!)
and i was utterly excited to attend Mdm Rogayah's night class just now at 6pm but something befell me.
First,returning home from school and prayers was a miserable one because it wasnt raining cats and dogs,it was pouring elephants and hippos...i was drenched to the core and my whole uniform was as wet as out of the washing machine...the umbrella was no use...in the bus,the poor bus driver had to survive driving in a heavy pour because the swiper wasnt of any use,rain kept pouring disastrously...and i sloppily stroll down the wet streets back to home with flooded areas here and there.adding to the wetted pants,i walked and forced through the road just across my block because the water rose till half my lower part of my leg(height is no matter here because i noe im short)...and my pants was all wet!shoes and socks need not mention because they were already swimming through the dirty waters...halfway crossing the road,i nearly came to an end because a blue car nearly hit me but i was fortunate to wade myself through,and i did no where to walk in the middle of the road because i couldn't see the ground,the water was terrible...i managed to reach home all wet...and at home,uniform in the laundry and had nothing to wear later at night so decided to wear jeand and something on top...played flute momentarily,slept and realised i didnt set the the alarm on my hp and happened to wake up at 5:06pm,one hour to lesson,i was all tired and had bad running nose and teary eyes like i stated above,all thanks to the smoke from my father's cigarette(fyi,i cant smell smoky stuffs or rather gaseous things,it makes me stuffy nose and causes teary eyes and sneezing everywhere.)...i phoned Haziq,still in the mood of going to English,but at last changed my mind because of that irritating allergy...watched tv and some educational thing,and now i missed that lesson when i knew it was hilarious to be there and fun because I knew Mdm Rogayah would sure bring her daughter and it will make me and haziq laugh around at how funny the situation is...and there you have it...:)

Viva's End

2008-01-30T09:47:00.000-08:00

It's Wednesday the 30th,and yesterday was 29th,and as y'all know,something had come to its end and had become history....it was none other than

ViVa La mUsiCa III

I'ts damn fast luh...finished already,and it's my last concert...yesterday was a very long,lethargic day;from 7.30am-11.30pm...after school straight to concert and finished...everyone was so tired resulting to absentees in school;especially the and members and i was like regret momentarily when i knew many didnt come but was fine when i think back that if i didnt attend school today i would miss a lot of things that may come out for the Os.slept for both periods in Add maths just now...had Chem lesson after school,just for pure students...and yesterday was like now like the past because we didnt have much time to take pics together because of time constraint.everyone had to evacuate because the hall had to close...and there was mysteriously a flood of human beings outside the hall,and abruptly i saw Azizan who wore a black robe,and black metallic tshirt;he was the center of attraction...and we(my section) did take some pics although we were in a rush.Haziq gave me a card and "Zip" mini sharebag(choc thingy)and m mum bought itjust now when we were shopping because she liked it...today,school was like adream becaue i was like half awake although ppl think im still alive...went to cut my hair at the norm salon:ROOTS around my vicinity...thelst ti cut hir was terto,befo going to Morocco...and yesterday mum said my hair looked like a bird's nest where the bird could lay eggs on it...because its damn thick...yesterday was a busy day,slept nearly 2am...although i noe some of ya guys bandppl out there slept later...just now evening went out with mum and bro to TM and to top up my concession(ezlink)...and today was like really the best day because there was no band for the "first"time amng these days,get to rest in peace,NO urgent homework,havent start on revision yet because im still under relief...ouh,and tomorrow is also a free day because get to go off at 2pm!and to all band members,good concert yesterday although ehmehm...nvm:D

Viva Eve

2008-01-28T23:37:00.000-08:00

Viva Eve...

Viva.La.Musica.III,

is like tomorrow!!!(29/01/2007)its damn fast and furious ya noe....few months ago i was at the AVA room,or perhaps just now...and tomorrow is IT!and it refers to..?okay,okay,no more chance,tomorrow's the only chance on stage and no more other chance....and stress like hell balancing school time and band time....but this is part and parcel of lifetomorrow must be energised....8.15pm the house will be open and PEOPLE will flood the concert hall like a stampede of mad bees....finding free seatings...but i guess rite that this Viva 3 is different luh of course than the previous...+ ensembles;namely 2 brass quintets,woodwind quintet,flute duet and blablabla...:D

tomorrow will be a very long day,near to 24 hours long....and in the morning theres school of course and the next day too which is Wednesday...and tomorrow i will sleep like at 2am;finish at about 11pm,reach home at about 12.30am,blablabla and finally sleep at about 2am and school the next day...

How's school?

ouh,its "fine"(look at the aprostrophes)....the "..." explains the meaning...stress because last week there are approx. 7 tests and ive got the double maths test back...both fail miserably....;with add maths:1/40...and e maths:23/50

obviously didnt study luh...the day before got band till about 9..pm...then +homework to do and additional sleepiness to obstruct my focus...and sleep at last,of course didnt study...but my parents are very understanding because they knew i didnt well after i told them becoz i didnt study and becoz got band practice so they said i should do much better after the concert....yep,im gonna prove them correct...hehehe..aiming as low for O's...so that i get to go to the JC i want!and after the concert my plan is to study every minute which is prcious!:D

Hectic on its end...

2008-01-25T23:27:00.000-08:00

The only word that i want to open up is the word Hectic!Okay,this word best describes the tough part of my life previously.and that is the concert Viva La Musica III...4 more pathetic days and the concert is there in front of you...damn imminent...and all our 'hard work' will pay off.let out all the effort and produce it efficiently....after that then we can relax,and obviously the next word that comes to my cramped mind is Studies!Now,this will be the most important thing that will be my best companion for the next couple of months onwards...after witnessing the O-level results in my school previously on the 24th,thursday,it gave a big whimp on me and smacked my face to make me wake up and STUDY!!!i dun wanna FAIL my english just because of my laziness and effortless work...and how jealousy flooded my face when i ringed my cuz from TKGS who got 8 for her Os,and i think dropped to 4 after minusing CCA points...damn intelligent cousins of mine....born intelligent,her eldest sister got 2 for her Os last time and her brother got 9 for his last time...tchtchtchtch::
okay,i must first aim an L1R5 of less than 15 this term,term 2 will be 10 and the rest below 10,aim high but hope dont fall low....insyaallah lah ehk...bersusah susah dahulu,bersenang senang kendian....ya,kayak org speaking Indon gitu lorh...
okay,enough of that,now a review of last week k...before that,everyday had band,and the latest reach home every night at 10.45pm,and had 7-8 tests this week...
Monday,....actually i forgot where and when did go anywhere...okay,dat time followed Haziq to TM to survey a present for his Di who will perform in the upcoming band concert...then had a witness of the O results,actually,spent most of the time in band luh...brought piccolo to school just now.and after the concert,I'll play my flute/piccolo like most of the time to relax,and see if im good at playing fly me to the moon for Ira's bnss idol singing....ok blahblahblah...oh yar,and yesterday,went to Haziq's house and we had a lota fun playing around,and he kept playing candids with me and i finally became like a rat/mouse in a cage,trying to escape from the cage or other means that i was trying to defend myself from Haziq's picture playing...okeh,actually got loads of pics to show but lazy to paste because im busy,maybe after concert im goin to visit blog more...
tats all!:)

monotonous luh...

2008-01-20T13:04:00.000-08:00

hey,i have no point visiting my blog...nothing to write luh actually,its just the same thing/same weekend.

yesterday had band practice from like 7:30 am -5pm-lethargic giler.but its not like that the band had no saturday practices,we had that kind last time when i was sec one and usually befor concerts there would be long hours of band practice,the seniors have experienced before only that its new to the juniors...this doesnt have link,i dunno what im typing,LOL.this week is the last week before concert,and the next is the big thing...on tuesday,the concert will be at 8.15pm

but,the band members have to go there at 5pm and return at 11pm(and earlier on is school),keeing of instrument back at band room blahblahblah not incuded s approx. reach home a few minutes before midnight,sleeping for about a while and school! before that we have one whole week of practices from Monday to Sunday,and this not only for this week,its similar to the previous weeks.so you see that we,as musicians have to every minute practiceand are always busy...thats what its all about,but its fun...then afterconcert,its time to rumble...i can rest all i want and focus moreon studies because the concert is not the real BIG thing,the O's are,the results take us to a futur,whether you want it to shine or blind....okay,stop talking about that,dont wanna thing about that first,just study hard.but i should not stress up earlier or study so early because you will get boring and tired when the O's are imminent.

ok,so about just now,yesterday was Saturday rite,okay,right after band which let me out of school gate around 6 pm,i headed straight home and went to my uncle's house because some of us are fasting upon Hari Asyura.and of course i didnt fast luh,if not cannot survive in the practice.at my uncle's house,i slept in front of everybody,cannot tahan the tiredness,how can you be indefatigable when you had been working since morning,waking up very early,and not enuf sleep?and although it was that,we went home at 12:30 am from my uncle's house which was quite nearby(the one at the 'keras' area)...but i didnt want to miss this kinda things like hubbing up at someone's place with your family and relatives and cousins all that because its enjoying and fun,we get to joke around all that and talk non-stop blahblahblah;and a must for a bafadhal family like this when they meet is taliking about ghosts and ghost story-telling.almost everytime we have one experience...and i love meeting my cousins/relatives all that-we LOVE gallivanting(going out with frens/family just for fun and enjoyment together)...

and Friday was the sec fours and fives meet the parents' at school.i went early because it was night practice...this year's MPS is unusual because they arranged chairs for parents to sit differently-funny.chairs were arranged in a circle and another in that.and i also imgined how funny it is when the whole class' parents sit in a cicle and the form teacher standing in a middle....but thats not true because parents were split into 2 groups....and they had like dicussions....for the whole session,kids had to sit on the floor in classes,and i sat with Haziq,and a group of Raishun,Jn,Tracy and summore lah...and we all chit chat around,i meant them,they kept playing around....and we sat there for a period oftime when its damn warm luh....

went home from MPS at 10.30pm with my parents,went to the nearby coffeeshop,ate dinner all that and went home...slept at about 11?12?pm...the next day was te long practice as i mentioned above...

and today im at home just doing schoolwork,no gallivanting... =)
thats all!all?i think i lied that i didnt have anything to type,perhaps it was a whole lot!

ngee ann poly open house=)

2008-01-17T23:41:00.000-08:00

At the Ngee Ann Polytechnic Open House...
Here are some candid pictures taken from the trip,but it seems that those pics were not taken at the institute,perhaps it was taken on the bus...and two pice of me and haziq;cartooned...because haziq dont want his face to be put up...

I am sure these pictures can do the explanation,so i don not need to describe one by one.

okay,the open house just now was quite fun ah,only that the time was so hectic and fast,no time to view all the courses and move from a school to another...overall,i would rate it a goo poly and if u wanna go poly,i recommend u to go there...

In school,it was normal,so dont need to say anything...

and it had been so long since i ate "jemput-jemput"(a malay delicacy;aka banana fritters?but banana fritters is goreng pisang rite?uh,i dunno luh...or banana ...?,and today ate it,and jemput2 has 2 meanings ya noe...

ok,tats all...

who wanna buy band tix???

oh ya,one more thing,

Happy fifteenth(15th)

Birthday my junior,

ANG YIN JIE!

mundane!

2008-01-16T23:22:00.000-08:00

hello,welcome to today's entry,it can be mundane bcoz i have nothing to say...maybe just talk rubbish luhhhsss...
School:-
-I am suffering from an add. mathephobia,means that erhhhh,its so damn sickening...why must it be so complicated?thats not the core problem luhhsss,the teacher added on to my pile of stress...and it can be kinda irritating ya noe...
-Had practical for chem todae,first this year,and it was norm,had to examine certain chemicals-its texture and colour all tat...luckily passed my chem test....and i must be good on esters!
-played candids with haziq in class for many periods,and finally deleted all the candid pics except tat haziq didnt delete one photo of mine,and it is really sickening:)
-band practice,supposed to be on a mission of taking someone's photo but FAILED!and tuba section had to be punished because of such carelessness of dropping the instrument....
-and tomorrow goin ngee ann poly open house after school
General:-
-happy,got my "powers" back, and its a long story...can kind of "use" it again:)

and im goin to announce/promote somethin:-
Viva La Musica III
29th January 2008(Tuesday)
Singapore Conference Hall
8.15pm
Free Seating
$15
Okay,wat its all about
my band will be performing a concert on the ...(see above advert)...
as you all noe...tickets are running slow,so if you wanna go,you can buy the tix from me,
don't buy it from SISTIC u noe,k,so if you want to go and want to buy the ticket,
anything just tag!:)

Overall rate of today's entry:LAME!!!

best of friends....

2008-01-14T21:49:00.000-08:00

Best Friends Forever
Best of friends,for like perhaps forever?:)

Monday the 14th(Jan),one month exactly to my birthday!School as per normal,had 2 class tests;Physics and Chemistry,capable than the trials for physics.revealed....the weekend was quite moody lah...on Saturday had band practice as usual-went to SCH(Singapore Conference Hall)for concert rehearsal,then had lepak...the mopey thing is that my grandma had returned home and left our house.She stayed with us for about 25 days(3 weeks),missed her,without her around made the environment so moody...because thay say when there's and elder in a house,it brings luck(berkat) all tat...and she was cute...Yesterday had free time at home,taught mengaji in the afternoon and spent rest of the time studying....Just now had sectionals it was raining elephants and cows?
In class took pictures with my 2 best-est friends ever,IRA and HAZIQ...:)

~Best of friends...~

thursday the tenth

2008-01-10T23:42:00.000-08:00

Today is loike alr the tenth of the first month of 2008 lah.fast!and next 2 weeks is the concert-Viva La 3.Lessons had been goin on well...wah,finally found my Bio practical book back:)then today school was a bit stress just bcoz of the physics trial exam just now at 2.30pm singapore time(-_-")okayz,the physics (pure) trial exam just now was to see if we pure students could still cope/manage with that lackadaisical attitude subject.if we cant,we should just drop it wholly or to combine.LIFE's like that huh...and in school had a bored time during e maths...so there were some candids taken...without them aware of it...

This is Shahirah,my partner;look carefully,her mouth is in the Anita Sarawak way(unaware)while she is busily being attentive,keep those fingers pressing on the CALC.:)

And Jin is busy with her communications...she really looked busy huh...hehehe:)

and i took a picture of my handphone landyard,passed down from my brother...

...CHANGI AIRPORT SINGAPORE;enjoy the experience...

This is what we studied during e maths:standard deviation

And another interesting topic i want to bring about is about the yearbook-2007 annuals...you see,the teachers,their pictures looked like they were part-time models....in a magazine,with nice poses and such...:-

and especially for my dearest favourite teacher;Mdm.Rogayah who looked like a professional model...:)5 * for that kind of pose...

this is the final picture;my class photo-3D

weak-end weekend

2008-01-07T07:33:00.000-08:00

Weekend Report

Bah Bah...the week end passed by swiftly,it is yet a weak-end?Okay,okay its so lame i noe...;Saturday had band practice as usual,only that it is less tight and lethargic because it was the school's Sec One CCA auditions and trials.So,I had to take care of my trumpet booth at the band area and sat at the concourse bench for about 5 hours?>band time...as usual,every year when it comes to this period,we need to attract the little ones to our CCA,and they had to try all the instruments,some were shy and afraid to blow a trumpet.okay,okay...time flies and after band went to bowl with my lepak(syabab east) frens and cuz.went bowling at marina,fun and its my like 5/6 time goin bowling...but kinda lose the skills but it wasnt that bad though:)there are some pictures of the bowlling that Saturday...

Picture of the bowling balls;look like giant mnm:)

Can you see the green bowling ball camouflaging on my tee?

the bowling lanes...

Thats all for Saturday,and yesterday was Sunday.DID NOT even went out at all,stayed home to do homework and actually 'study'.In the evening,some of my relatives dropped by to 'tompang solat maghrib'.and they stayed on not late.after that i was so restless and had no mood to study...STRESS!and the next which is today is school.PE had height and weight,grew a lil,weight perhaps not sure it maintained or gained.

Monday report

Monday,the seventh of January 2008,the first monday of January...as i said had PE in school and blah3...had the first Chemistry lesson=okay,and thank GOD that the trial exams was postponed for Chemistry and Biology...luckily i didnt study that hard....then had sectionals after school till 6pm,damn lethargic and fatigue!and had homework to do and study for physics....oh,i must focus tis year!!!must get L1R5 of 10-14(changed from less than 15 or 15)...gah...then summore just now in the morning came late to school,first time since last end of year....and i have to improve on my punctuality!ok,tats all for today class,bye!